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2008-08-06T02:42:00.001-07:00

HEY RELINK!

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2008-07-29T00:18:00.000-07:00

Haha Econs presentation is over! :D You can say I am over the moon. All that's left is comm skills and sharepoint before exams come knocking at my doorstep. Today was all rush rush rush. AFA ICA - I am not first, neither am I second like in the previous test. SIGH :/ But I know where my mistakes are. Its just carelesssssssss (:

I am sure It wont happen agn, swear hahaha.

I read Christina's blog and I thought commenting on your friends was darn cool!

So here goes! HAHA :D

Zhijun

Sarcastic but smart.

She is a super fast learner luh.

And she seduces pple when she is bored by batting her eyelids and caressing pple's calves under the table hahaha (:

Liching

Super active and positive.

Born leader! and definitely fun to be with (:

Boon

Super retarded and lame haha. & My so-called brother.

But sometimes his jokes are really funny.

Weehoe

Even lamer haha! But agn, he never fail to make me laugh with

his retardedness and nonsense hahaha.

Toon

Classical funny joker lol. & my PAPA (:

Teoxiang

Cockroach person! Euww I hate th thought of it hahaha.

Aaron

This guy have a fetish for dogs haha.

Aishah

She rocks man! Like in any projects, you'll feel super relieved if she is in your group.

Not that you dont have to do anything but she can really handle all the

business applications which I know nuts about it (:

Jennifer

This girl gives me a very sisterly feeling hahaha. Not that she is old but she

tells us alot that I dont observe in life at all.

Trishna

Lively and sexy! Hahaha.

Kavitha

Hot luhhhhhh (: And she has a really soft-spoken voice.

Hahaha altho she aint as soft-spoken as you think (:

Serene

I think she is darn confident when she speaks. That made me admire haha.

Desmond

Haha this guy is weirddddd.

Robin

This guy is weird tooooo, hahaha unless of course when he dances!

Teresa

Unique and loves camwhoring hahaha!

Hakiim

Orton's biggest fan hahaha. Plus jokes abt Chick magnet and Yong Tau Foo!

Hariss

Hahaha Dpa until now, I only know that he can act very well lol.

& of course, soccer too (:

Leong Hui

This guy craps so much hahaha. But he is a contributing team member!

Mark

Ultimate haha! And very lame too haha.

Ian

Slacker lol (: And gives me some beaker and water test that got me going in circles haha.

Ron

My fellow God-loving friend (:

Shiam

Perfect class representative! And nevertheless, a really creative person!

Dennis

Mature and experienced!

Haikal

Funny person with funny lingo hahaha.

Venalie

Oh yeah! Wassup MOM! (:

SzeYing

One word - Cool.

Two words - Damn Cool.

Three words - Super Duper COOL!

HAHA.

Nicholas

Hahaha I know that music is his lifeeeeee (:

PeiQi

My first friend on the first day of school.

She is really helpful and impartial.

Thats what I really like about her man.

Karina

Genuine and hardworking, miss her man!

Jasmine

SWEET (:

Haha thats about it I guess. Realised I didnt add Chang Han in.

I dno what to say man of I were to put his name. It would probably be only condemnation.

Sigh. SB would be perfect without this balck sheep in our class that harms every single damn group work. I pity them.

Anyway pals, you are the BEST! :DD

2008-07-28T06:45:00.000-07:00

There is something very wrong now. I have so much work to do, I felt like I have neglected God.

And that should never be the case man ):

Now now, this work is piling and I am here blogging. Thats very wrong too. No highlights, no jokes. Today was one working day. Really workingggggg :/

And all I can say is:

Good luck for tmrw's presentation.

Oh and yes.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINHUI!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULYNN!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE!

This is an early greeting, lest I forget to do it tmrw! HAHA :D

2008-07-26T00:02:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the first time I catch Szeying's bball match! It was really enjoyable to watch the last match between Republic and ITE! The scores were really tight, and both sides were really strong. Me and Liching couldnt take our eyes off the No. 11 player fr ITE. She is worth noticed with all her wonderful shots luh.

There were many others that were equally good as well hahaha. It is a nice sport to watch but I guess not very nice to play, looking at all of them fall hahah. And th joke about the bulldozer! Which I dno wht isit and how it is suppose to be a joke but yeah hahah (:

Thn we were arguing about the fact that No. 4 player fr our school is pretty or not haha. I think th way how guys judge a girl and how girls judge a girl is different man. I mean, she is really pretty luh, but I have no idea why thy say she isnt haha.

Before we went to RP to catch th match, me, Zhijun & Liching were actually talking abt relationships and how dumb our knowledge is about it. HAHA :D

Thn Weehoe and Toon came so we kinda not talked abt it anymore, and thus, we went to walk in rounds at th stadium to talk hahaha! And I realised I am seriously addicted to Pocky haha.

I cant believe I had Chipsters (whom Toon Daddy was really nice to hold it for me since I had no hands), Chipsmore, a slice of honeydew (where 1/4 of it was eaten by Weehoe), a few Clodhoppers (it was seriously delicious hahaha), cuttlefish (which I need to use great effort to snatch it back), Pocky! and McFlurry for dinner.

So not full haha.

Thn we met Szeying at North Canteen, board th bus and head to RP! I fell asleep haha, so is Liching and Weehoe and wht caught me totally unprepared was tht Szeying told me to wake up my BOYfriend. I was like. WHATTTTT?!

It seems like th scandal is gng too far, I need to catch it backkkkkkk.

Hahaha and yes, th joke of yesterday.

(Something happened beforehand but I cant really rem haha, so focus on th joke itself okay)

Weehoe: Ah you very smart ah, drink Grow right? (in a very sarcastic way cannnnnn)

Melissa: No haha, I think i drink Durex.

SHIITTTTTTTTTTTTT. NONONO! DUMEX! HAHAHA.

I was totally embarassed :/ My face was super reddddddd hahaha.

And despite tht, I was kinda bullied through the entire day. Meanies.

We managed to catch the second last train home and on th way back, I was turned off by some senior citizens whom overreacted bcos some guy sitting opposite them in th train puked. I pity th guy mannnnn. Can you imagine everyone staring at you? Sigh, I cant.

2008-07-23T20:21:00.000-07:00

My dad told me loving someone is tough. Its better to just let someone love you.

But I beg to differ. Tdy started off great, and ended off great too. Because of the Lord.

During the entire day, there were some points of times that made me felt LEFT OUT. But I am glad my friends covered up that loophole. I kinda forget about it. Sometimes homework is not a bad thing after all. And MOST of the time, friendships are definitely better than relationships. I am not in one of course. BUT.

Anyway, I was really stressed out over Sharepoint tdy, and Darren & HongKoon kept asking me to watch The Dark Knight on Friday whn I am supposed to watch with Champion Eagles on Saturday. I asked my parents and guess what they say?

"Watch with your swimmates la, Saturday come back earlier to help me prepare Elissa's and Narkissa's birthday on Sunday."

Shittttt. So I guessed its on Friday then. But I havent informed yet, I am still pondering hahaha.

And yes, all the unglam pictures we took tdy aft the seminar in th library. HAHAHA. I swear, the seminar was great haha! :D Then we stayed in the library like until 9pm! Everybody was surprised I was teaching someone. If you ask me sincerely, why not? Moreover, Robin is a joker hahaha. And that makes me teaching him less BORED hahaha. Went home early, thanks to ZHIJUN & her DAD. Hahaha and then took picture of my family members for sharepoint after dinner lol.

I was wondering why I havent been supporting any of my friends in matches or competitions. Like go there physically and watched them. And I was thinking why no one supports me too hahaha. But I dont normally tell them. I would get even more nervous haha.

Anyway, its time for some unglam-ness with ACTIVE LICHING & SARCASTIC ZHIJUN!

2008-07-22T01:27:00.000-07:00

Why must it happen this way? Sometimes as I think real deep about it, is it worth it? There wouldn’t be any result in a relationship. A perfectionist like me should stay single for good. I yearned for a one-time relationship until I get married, be a mother and die peacefully with grandchildren by my side. Is that possible? It seems like teenagers get hooked up in a relationship real early this days, as early as primary school days, to be exact. Then how could the above scenario come true?
How I wished I had no feelings. No sense of hurt, no sense of happiness, no sense of any feeling. Feelings are extreme, its either you feel super duper sad, or you feel super duper happy. In my life, I don’t deny that there are definitely more happy moments than pathetic crying moments. And that’s precisely why I can’t adapt to upset situations well. Once again, it is never a good thing to like someone whom doesn’t give a heck about you. And if feelings can be controlled, I would rather choose to love someone that loves me too.
One-sided affairs are the worst kind of relationships. Why can’t this particular relationship be something more, something really affectionate, like me and Jesus? It takes two hands to clap and my hand is going nowhere.
Because the other hand is in someone else’s hand. Get it?
I don’t conclude that I have totally no hope but it seems that way until now. The first one was a total misunderstanding. And what I am afraid is that the second one is too, another misunderstanding. Should I even be in that position? I am too sensitive, and I hate it.
Don’t ask me who the hell is the person when you read this. Even if you put a cockroach in my face, it won’t work. It’s not meant to be known, but if you are wondering why it is posted then, the answer is I need someone to confide in. And unfortunately, I can’t find a trustworthy one. So alas, I have only one alternative.
Wounds take time to heal. It has been 4 years until recently, someone replaced him. Let this not be another waiting journey, Lord.

Credits to MELODY for th pic (:

2008-07-21T08:23:00.000-07:00

Daily dosage after each meal. Thanks to that fateful night. How I LOVE that day man.

2008-07-21T03:51:00.000-07:00

After so long, I am back! Can you imagine thr are actually pple who read th crap I write.
Hahaha i cant imagine, but its th truth.
In a few days time, you'll see a new Melissa, one tht is really FAT. I cant train like for dno how many weeks becasue of this stupid ankle and plus, I seriously cant stand sinsehs treatment.
Awwwwwwww ):
It hurts so much and thr are pills to eat. Like 5 pills sfter each meal, 2 times a day? And tht makes 10 pills everyday! Like OH MAN. Today was th second visit and it seems tht th pain was much more intense thn th first visit. God bless!
Econs, Comm skills, and Sharepoint! Phew, im gna dieeeeeee. But think on th bright side, now tht i cant train, i hav more time to make sure these projects are done wellllllll :D Hahahah.
And yes, how i hate cockroaches. Mr Teo Xiang is damn mean to send me cockroaches luh! Now everybody knows I am afriad of thm, and thy sent to others somemore. SHIT.
Tht made me cryyyyyyyy ):
Anw, enough of all this crap haha.
Talk abt th happier things tht make my day!
Like Champion eagles! With Hosanna, Fall for you, and many more songs haha!
I think thy rock, so do my class! HAHAHAHA. Only whn thy stopped th roaches thing (:

2008-07-21T02:59:00.001-07:00

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quiz

2008-07-21T02:56:00.000-07:00

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quizzes

2008-07-21T02:45:00.000-07:00

Addictive content in my personality is 64%

Beware!!! people easily get addicted to me

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2008-07-21T02:43:00.000-07:00

Lets101 Quizzes - Blog Quizzes

2008-07-17T10:02:00.000-07:00

How long have I not been blogging? Hahaha. I only know many things happened.

Im super busy.

I have many scandals, thanks to zhijun and Boon.

I have so many projects.

My ankle is not recovering.

I havent been gng for service due to swim meets and project discussions.

I need to break my 30s barrier for my 50m freestyle.

I laughed almost eveyday bcos of th jokers and clowns in my class.

I have dno how many classical jokes in my head tht whn i remember now, I would laugh to myself.

I have been eating so much Pocky and Hello Panda, I am close to having a throat ulcer.

I fail my IT test.

I know i would not do well for my Accounting test.

Im super happy everyday bcos of my friends.

I sing 7 things by Miley Cyrus everyday.

Zhijun came up with 7 things tht she hate about me.

I came up with th list if Top 3 jokers in my class.

Swim meet was fun but tiring.

Swim meet is a wake up call for me to improve my timings and lose weight.

I need to learn to control my laughter.

I need to learn how to control the polo ball, if Uncle Louis ever asked me to train with tht agn.

I need to know more pple fr th swim team before everyone deemed me as arrogant and anti-social.

I need to buck up for lifesaving.

I need to stop banging and bumping and falling.

I need to talk to God (:

Hahaha, wht a funny post.

Aw I love my friends and family laaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2008-06-30T06:17:00.000-07:00

Haha, back to all th laughter when I go back to school agn. Even when Sunday was one whole day of mugging, stoning and slacking, I was happy. Or maybe, glad hahaha. Glad tht my matchmaking skills are efficient haha.

And im so HIGH today agn in school. We had Stats Tutorial tdy at 10am, followed by POM tut fr 11am to 1pm. POM was tiring, really tiring to my brain hahaha. The case studies are so difficult to read, and th teacher is commenting my work every now and then. Haha, many many test upcoming, many many ICAs upcoming and many many projects upcoming. Lol its stressful but i learnt to see it in a good way hahah.

We had lunch at Fast food and oh mannnn, I dno why im alwys being imitated or bullied. I needa be tougher. Seriously. And I need to contrl my laughter can, big time hahah. Oh yes, this was super funny.

Toon: "Me+Weehoe=Boon."

Melissa: LAUGHS.

Toon: "Then you know Boon-Weehoe=?"

Melissa: "You?"

Toon: "Ya la! This is normal equation."

Melissa: LOL :DD

HAHA. Th basketball clique is darn hilarious. If you wna hav fun, thy are th pple you shld look out for. But if you wna study, nono mann. I wld spent my time laughing instead of studying hahaha. But I managed to do it in th library. YAY. Bcos Weehoe was asleep and Toon was busy with his PSP. I acted angry in order to stop Boon fr distracting me hahaha. How smart right. Lol.

And i skipped trng hahaha. Not tht I skipped, but my ankle isnt fully recovered so yeah, my parents disallow me fr trng which i dont think i'll care whn it comes to Thurs bcos I really wna swim hahaha (:

Tmrw is interviewing time and I seriously hope this Thursday's test on HTML would not kill me. Lord, watch over me as I cast my care to you.

2008-06-28T06:40:00.000-07:00

Oh mannnnn. Today is tired + dont bother + pain + anger + happiness.

LOL? I dno wht im saying hahaha. Lifesaving meet at NUS. I wasnt looking forward to it at th fact tht im a little handicapped with a swollen ankle. Haha. I was lik, just swim. Dont bother.

So i swam th first event, 200m obstacle race haha. And i got bronze whn i slipped whn i kicked up fr th floor, slows down whn i kicked off th wall bcos i used one leg to kick? HAHA. I was extremely happy to know i can get 3rd.

And thn comes th worst nightmare tht i hav to throw th rope bcos Valerie has blisters fr practicing too much! So i practiced th rope and i realised i suck at it. Haha but who cares?

100m manikin tow with fins was tiring and torturing. My ankle was totally numb aft tht event ):

I could hardly walk. Urgh. And th worst thing is tht i DQ for tht event hahaha. Thn th rope, haha omg. I didnt did it of course, such late practice and notice hahah.

Slap myself haha.

And i was worrying abt my ankle and uncle simon was, so in th end i had to withdraw th super lifesaver. Haha i felt bad until i get angry over some braggart. Please mann, he is fr our team too, instead of supporting him, you said you are definitely better thn him. Urgh, tht puts me off, totally :/ And in th end, God was looking, he did it. YAY ((:

2008-06-26T08:43:00.000-07:00

Apologies to all those I hav lost mt temper at. I seriouslt was frustated. Saturday is the competition. And I am here, at th pool, injured, cant swim and I dno wht to do.

I hate it. Urgh. And down thr pple are practising and worrying. I dont even hav th rights to worry. I cant practice at all. How pathetic can tht go? If you want to complain, wait till my events are easier thn yours. Whts more diff thn 200m Super Lifesaver? Dont compare.

I just get mad at th thought of it. And i dont want to get mad. AH :/

Yesterday was FUN. Kbox with them was darn fun. Im shy i know. So yes, i didnt sing, like really sing hahah. But i realise Toon can rap and sing very well! Aaron refused to open his mouth and sing without th analog haha. Liching is super HIGH! Haha and she makes me laugh till my stomach aches haha! ((: Zhijun was quiet haha. And she has a few duets with Aaron haha. Teoxiang was mad to choose th Gatsby song, it was just darn funny haha. Weehoe came late and sang a few lines hahah. And he still has th cheek to ask pple to sing haha. It was a great day I must say at least, except for th chicken rice part haha.

2008-06-24T07:19:00.000-07:00

Yay! The past few days were great. Made me realised how blessed I was. Altho a few trials and tribulations, at least I remembered wht I was taught. And yes, I tried but I think I failed so I would do better th next time. Haha! (:

Monday was terrific!

HAHA.

Firstly, i topped th class in POM! YAY. Hahahah.

28.5 out of 30. I finally beat Aaron okay, so im happy. Haha i hav been losing to him by a mark for AFA and Statistics. Haha.

Secondly, I had so much fun doing Econs tutorial for th first time! Haha because I was doing it with a smart girl and I felt relieved hahah. And also, bcos there were a few bored souls whom enjoyed making me laugh once agn. Haha, please. I cant stand it anymore. But it really brightens my day I must say, Or, brigthens tht period of time I had to do Econs. (:

Thirdly, swimming trng was fun! We did towing and I had to tow Uncle Loius hahahaha. Which I dont think he will like bcos I would drowned him. Yay! He is HEAVY.

HAHA. But I knew wht to do. Haha.

And th last 50m sprint! Yay I got mine 'below 30s' range agn. Praise th Lord! ((:

Today was a badddddd day. Was tired. Was lethargic. No strength to laugh. Haha. And thy were saying Melissa didnt come to sch tdy. Her twin came, hahaha. And I didnt bring my admin card. :/

I missed a lecture fr stats. Thts wht it means.

Dont talk abt it. God blesses me, puts me in these trials and tribulations, to show tht im happy even if im not. Haha, to be saved. ((:

But its really difficult to be happy whn you are sad. Lol.

TRY, ITS HARD. HAHA.

PRAY MANN. ((:

2008-06-20T03:04:00.000-07:00

I feel lik doing quizzes once agn hahaha.

1)If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
Cry, calm down. And thn ask him why. Haha.
2)If you can have a dream come true, wht would it be?
Happy and healthy life for my loved ones.
3)What will your dream wedding be like?
Shirt, shorts and slippers for th girl. Shirt, pants and sandals for th guys. And it would be held at th beach. Haha thn at night, thn th bridal gown and all hahah (: such detailed planning and in th end, i cant get married lol.
4)What would you do with a billion dollars?
Take half and th rest, donate to Szechuan earthquake.
5)What's your ideal lover like?
Humorous, fun, caring and sympathetic ((:
6)Which is more blessed, loving someone or being oved by someone?
Of course being loved by someone. But th best, is being loved by someone you loved too haha.
7)How long do you intend to wait for someone you love?
Until i realised i can forget abt him.
8)If th person you secretly lik is already attached, what would you do?
Try to forget abt him mann.
9)Is ther anything tht has made you unhappy these days?
HAHA NO! IM BLESSED ((:
10)What is th worst you've felt these days?
Haha just puzzled abt human behaviour.
11)What cheers you up th fastest?
Lame pple whom made me laugh hahah! :DD
12)How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Stable career, with a good boyfriend and getting married in one year's time whn im 28 (:
13)Who is currently th most impt person to you?
Family and friends haha (:
14)Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Single & rich, money is a neccesity ):
15)Whats th first thing you do every morning?
Off my alarm lol?
16)Would you give all in a relationship?
Hell no, unless im officially married hahaha.
17)If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
If i fall with 2 at th same time, it means i dno who to choose alrdy right! Such a retarded question haha!
18)What type of friends do you like?
Haha no type luh! Can click and thts it! (:

Today is just online for th entire dayyyyyyyy. Urgh. & anorexia pictures. Haha, i must do well for my ICA hahah (:

2008-06-19T07:26:00.000-07:00

Oh mannnn. Th nicest show is none other thn

America's Next Top Model! (:

YAY! Haha. Th very first one i caught was alrdy cycle 8, can you imagine? Urgh :/ Now im catching cycle 9, and its darn cool haha! Thy just have their makeover episode and please, jenah is pretty haha. Anyway, just watch it luh. Its worth it. Darn worth it. Haha!

Its on every Thursday, 10pm at Channel 5! Woohoo! (:

& I so dno wht to write. Quiz haha!

More random than you have ever Dreamed

1)If you were God for a day, what would you do?

I would make sure th world would be saved by re-enacting what Jesus has done (:

2)If you could be th parent of one famous person, who would you want it to be?

Uh Miley Cyrus! She would make a fun daughter haha.

3)What was th last thing you regret buying?

Haha th chesse waffle bcos th woman didnt place th cheese properly and i had problems eating it. HMPH :/

4)There's a monster in your closet, what do you do?

I FAINT DUH.

5)If you could bring back one person from th dead, who would it be?

My grandfather (:

6)What are 3 things you'd like to learn?

Guitar, cycling and ice skating (:

7)What is your favourite kind of cheese?

Uh i dno, just those normal cheese slice i suppose haha.

8)How do you knw when you're in love?

I would miss th person hell loads.

9)Why do you hav a cell phone?

Hm to communicate? Haha (:

10)What do you consider th most important invention?

All equipment tht has gotta do with tracking th sign of natural disaters before it happens.

11)How would you spend your ideal day?

Th company is th most impt (: Its ideal as long as I spend it with pple i loved!

12)Why are a fly and a tree alike?

UH -.-

13)What is too serious to be joked abt?

Haha homework?

14)3words to describe your personality?

BIG RETARDED LAUGHER ((:

15)3 words to describe your looks?

BLACK BIG-EYED ELF ((:

16)Who would you choose to be shipwrecked on a deserted island with?

My family!

17)What is your idea of a perfect romantic evening?

Watching a comedy/action-packed/fantasy movie with my loved ones haha.

18)If you could be remembered for one thing, what would it be?

My laughter duh (:

19)Someone kicks a cat in front of you, what do you do?

Stare at th person with disgust.

20)You meet God, what is th question you want to ask him?

How do i save everyone?

21)If you saw someone stealing, what would you do?

I'll TRY to stop tht person.

22)Have you ever been th victim of racism?

Haha nope.

23)Is there anything you would willingly give your life for?

Jesus my Bestie (:

24)If you could relive one day, what would it be?

Th best day of my life la.

25)If you could be invisible for a day, what would you do?

I'll stay at hme and not go anywhere lest I scare anyone! Haha (:

26)Do you like raw vegetables?

No, i dont even lik veggies hahaha.

27)Do you dress for fashion or comfort?

Comfort of course.

28)Have you ever owned a pogo stick?

Wht?! Haha.

29)Wht kind of old person do you want to be?

Well-tempered, understanding, wise and graceful hahah (:

30)What is th best question in th world?

Are you a boy or girl? HAHA :DD

31)Wht is th worst holiday experience you've ever had?

I dno to whr, but sitting alone in th airplane with strangers sucks big time haha.

32)Ever being accused of doing smth you didnt?

I think yes, but i cant rem. Rem only th good things (:

33)If you had to listen to one song forever and ever, what would it be?

Fall for you by Secondhand Serenade! ((:

34)If you had to marry someone you are not in love with, who would it be?

Uh i wont marry th person in th first place. Definitely.

35)Would you tell your best friend if you saw their spouse cheating on them?

DUH.

36)If you had to be a TV character, who would it be?

Spiderman!

37)What is th greatest unsolved mystery of all?

Lol i dno!

38)Is it easier to forgive or forget?

FORGIVE.

39)If you could read anyone's diary, who would it be?

Uh definitely someone with an interesting life.

40)If you are what you eat, you are

JUNK.

41)If you knew for a fact there was a heaven and hell, what would you do?

Save myself and my loved ones so we can enjoy in Heaven (:

42)Do you enjoy duct tape?

Why would I?

43)Who is a hero of yours?

All superheros are my heroes! ((:

44)Have you laughed at a funeral?

No.

YAY. THE END.

2008-06-18T08:01:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVA!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENEDICT!

LAKERS LOST. 92 to 131.

Can you imagine?

Celtics won? Their last championship victory was in 1986.

& Lakers was in 2002.

Lakers should win mannn.

Haha (:

If any of this information is wrong, look for JINHUI. Haha.

YAY SHE IS BACK FR CHINA :DD

Im so happy mannnn. Yay! (: I can now finally let out all my secrets tht have been bottled up since th day she left for China. Haha. And yes, my entire phone is flooded with Secondhand Serenade songs. Haha (: Thanks to Nicholas. But their songs are really darn good. I have no comments hahah.

Today's lifesaving was tiring luh. Like please, uncle Simon is crazy mann. My events are so tough. And i can hardly move with th torpedo. Aldric and I are so gna die for th super lifesaver thing. Urgh, its so damn tough. I can imagine la. Haha. God, I need your help mannn. Seriously. Or not I would perish halfway through th race.

200m, lalala. Used to be so little, but now, ALOT. Plus its lifesaving, so its a whole different story hahaha. So we were listening to uncle Simon explaining about th lifesaving rules and techniques. Haha. But i think all of us werent really listening, sorry abt tht. Im excited tht Jinhui is back! (:

Wait, wht are my events agn?

Uhm 200m Obstacle Race. 100m Manikin tow with fins. 12m rope throwing. 200m Super Lifesaver. Tht is th worse. For th lifesavers, you understd wht i mean. Aldric is gna die too. I cant imagine how th manikin is gna look like and how heavy it is. Damn if i cant pick it up. I'll kill myself. Hahaha (:

But i hav this feeling tht Jesus would be thr lending me a helping hand. Haha i dno why, i think i would well. With th Lord Jesus Christ. YAY, I love Him mannnnn.

& ytd was one hilarious day with Boon, Aaron, Weehoe, Toon and Mark. Thy were supposed to ask me questions on Stats but in th end, it seemed lik thy were making me laugh th entire day. And thy were damn retarded to told me tht ytd was Weehoe's bday whn we are abt to leave. So stupid right. Haha, or not we can celebrate earlier. Haha (:

Th joke abt th Brocoli lol. Shant talk abt it. Makes me laugh lik nobody's business.

Im getting addicted to laughing. I realised i cant stop laughing or I should i say i cant control my laughter? HAHA. Weird me luh. & tht Boon and Weehoe and Aldric and Jolene and Melody would alwys make me laugh till my stomach hurts and my jaws ache. Hahaha!

& Mr Hongkoon has been bothering me with his fav statement "Im bored" since ytd. Haha (:

I dno wht to do mannnnn. Lol!

& I so want to learnt how to play th guitar! So I can play FALL FOR YOU. YAY.

Im inspired lol (:

& i have to learnt how to paragraph my posts hahah. Look at th previous one. Im too excited lol.

Oh yes, Monday's trng was FUN. Haha, lizards and insects. I dno wht to say mann. I only know tht if i continue to think abt it, I can forget abt stopping my laughter. Haha (:

So yes, Lord, thank you for everything you have done for me. I would not have make it without you mann. Im beginning to see you as an extremely close friend hahaha. I dno why, but Father, I love you luh. & I worship you. You nv disappoint me (: & i wont too.

2008-06-17T06:46:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEEHOE! ((:

2008-06-16T10:10:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY! <3

Hey. I realise i have been thinking alot this few days. After th chalet, haha. Before the chalet, it was just tests and mugging. Haha, my life sounds pathetic but it isnt. Thanks to Jesus! (:

Chalet was super fun please, i dont ask for more! Its seriously fun, not talking abt th smoke. But i dont deny th pple are NICE. I arrived thr, S16, aft my lifesaving trng. Haha rush like nobody's business mann. I could hav just skipped lifesaving but I realised i need trng ah. Haha. (: So i practically succeeded in makng Aldric and Valerie closer haha! I mean they are compatible and fated, but thy refused to admit. Urgh, so thy need this big sister to help them haha. Lol.

And i reached th chalet! Thanks to my parents who fetched me thr even if its so far! Thy dont usually are willling to do tht, i only can say its Jesus' works! :) Thn Aaron and Boon and Liching were so damn nice to cooked and saved food for me! Haha i know Zhijun and Jennifer only do th verbal work to tell them to save food for me haha. So as i was eating, smth caught my eye haha. The GUITAR! :) I saw the music piece, damn cool la. Honestly, I was impressed by Nicholas tht he can sing and play haha. Thn we had card games, followed by th climax whn truth and dare came in. Alright, i dont hav a bf. And th first kiss on th cheek was by a classmate. A very normal classmate haha. Shit luh. HAHA. (: 3 seconds somemore. Teresa, you are dangerous! Zhijun was damn unlucky tht she picked th smallest card 3 rounds in a row! Haha, how is being kissed on th hand by your future husband? LOL! :)

And we realised more and more pple came in, we dont really click, and one by one, haha we left. And comes th NIGHTWALK. Haha. I cant stand them mann! For scaring me, agn and agn! :/

Zhijun, Teo Xiang, Wee Hoe, Li Ching, Boon, Aaron, Toon. Oh mann, imagine all of them just suddenly ran off and leave me alone. Thts one of their plans, to make me scared. Urgh. And thy would just suddenly screamed or grabbed my hand, argh. IMAGINE. Mean right. Haha. And aft tht, we split at th maze. All bcos of whoever who wanted to go into th maze. Lol, thank you Boon for your earphones haha. So we went in. Without Teo Xiang, Li Ching, Toon and Zhijun. So thy decided to play a prank on us. Zhijun called Aaron, telling him she is alone in th maze. So we freaked out, and we ran back to th maze to looked for her, whn we were actually on th way back to th chalet bcos we tot thy left without us alrdy. Who knows? I called Li Ching, heard laughter in th background and i realised its a shitty joke. Urgh. :/

So Aaron and Wee Hoe got PISSED, so am i, a little. Only Boon, tht pangsai who knows its a prank but just played along. So we waited for them at th bridge, with th wonderful lies Boon give them haha.

I realised Wee Hoe is damn different whn he is in sch and during th chalet. Like totally 2 different persons. I dno how to explain, but tht is it. He seems really caring, unlike fr school. Haha. Weirdddddd. And we went back hesitantly bcos th gate would close at 2am, and it was alrdy 2am at tht time. Haha and we so dont want to stay at tht place lol. It gives me th creeps haha. Thn we all reached. We kinda showed our pissed off faces haha. And we realised it was Liching's idea! Can you imagine?! Urgh, so not true. I tot it was Teo Xiang haha. th Gatsby Guy. Not tht he look like him, but he enjoys singing th ad song haha. Until Wee Hoe whacked Boon. Lol, it wasnt Boon's fault but who asked him to be nearer to Wee Hoe! Haha. (:

Wee Hoe is damn nice. He offered his comfy place for me to sleep and took great care la haha. But he isnt lik tht in school, weird right? And he was so sweet to Teresa too! Like th whole night on his back! and on his laps! Thy looked like a couple, dont tell me thy are not. Even though yes, i know even thy are not haha. Really. Lol. But possible? :)

Oh mann, we are similar. We are just darn similar. But no one thinks this way, except me and you, who doesnt want to be a good girl but choose to be th bad one.

The next day was lik BORING. I slept alomst th entire day. I fell in love with the song, Fall for you. And its in my head th entire day. Ate out. Went for night walk. Watched Dora the Explorer. Haha. Boon compromises me alottttt. I dno why, its not tht i force him. I just scold him pangsai lol. (:

Thn we checked out and said bye. )):

Haha and I watched Incredible Hulk with twinnn! Liqing, you are th best mann! I told Liqing many things, thr's just this thing abt her tht makes me trust her haha. And i can tell she's trustworthy laaaaa. Incredible Hulk is darn nice ok! So go watch it mann haha! I realised i love Superhero movies haha.

And we had Champion Eagles BBQ! It was super memorable! Black chicken and Mark! Woohoo! I will rem tht mannn. And we had water bombs, lol. I didnt hit anyone but i got hit real bad. How unfair. And i ate so much urgh. Thanks to Shaun. :/ I cant play tht kind of games haha. I will lose big time. But i think Liqing was worse haha. Captain's ball was fun, even though i was suppose to tan tht time! Im so fair now, i desperately need a tan haha! But not "10"!

Haha, I think Wee Hoe is damn funny!

So th BBQ ended with a super long ride with San. Urgh, Pasir Ris to Toa Payoh with 88. Alamak, i was darn tired. Haha. But it was ALL worth it!

Saturday was th first time i gave th offering msg! YAY. And i think i did okay. But with th comments and encouragement i get fr th others, I think i did well! Haha, yes im happy! really glad. (: I cant thank th Lord enough for blessing me with all these wonderful moments and friends and gatherings. I want more! :))

Champion eagles and SB! Hurray! :DDDDD

2008-06-14T00:02:00.000-07:00

I SO RECOMMEND THIS SONG.

FALL FOR YOU, SECONDHAND SERENADE.

The best thing about tonight’s that we’re not fighting

It couldn’t be that we have been this way before

I know you don’t think that I am trying

I know you’re wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don’t make me change my mind

I won’t live to see another day

I swear its true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You’re impossible to find

This is not what I intended

I always swore to you that I would never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may have failed

But I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don’t make me change my mind

I won’t live to see another day I swear it’s true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

It’s impossible to find

So breathe in so deep

Breathe me in

I’m yours to keep

And hold onto your words

‘Cause talk is cheap

And remember me tonight

When you’re asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don’t make me change my mind

I won’t live to see another day

I swear it’s true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don’t make me change my mind

I won’t live to see another day

I swear it’s true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You’re impossible to find

2008-05-27T13:41:00.000-07:00

Th joke of th day. Wallie & Chairy. Haha! Sorry i was really tired. If i dont do that, I would fall asleep mann. Even though Eddie Yeou is darn cool, haha. The topic today is not bad. The problem lies with us. Lol. I feel super lazy to blog mann.
GOODBYE! (:

2008-05-25T09:02:00.000-07:00

I feel so damn sad. Entire day was studying of POM which i hav no interest to study at all. & thn comes th Szechuan Charity show tht made me cry like nobody's business. I hate th world. Why do we deserve to live in such am imperfect world? Mother Nature is not doing th right thing. Why is thr such disasters? Like earthquakes and cyclones. Why do we hav to die because of these natural disaters? Why must th children suffer? Why must th parents suffer? Why must thy go through pain and suffering, and yet thy cannot go through it tgt, because one is alive and th other dead. That totally should not be th way. I feel so damn gulity whn th organisations and the donation amounts stream through th bottom of th tv screen. I cant do much. All i did was just a call. I feel like slapping myself. Whts with all th crying? Whn i cant do anything abt it. I dont really like myself for being sympathetic. But thts me. ): I cant change. I was waiting to see Living Faith Church passed by th tv screen, but I only see New Creation Church and another one which I cant rem. I wna make a diff. But how? Im so freaking sad now tht i dont even feel like reading my POM notes. Or doing anything. I just want to stone. Everybody is so troubled over their life. I am too. With th pressure of many. Life is 50% tough and fun. But looking at Szechuan, life is 80% tough and 20% fun. I cant stand th sad sad stories I hear. It really made me so gulity for not knowing tht life in Singapore was so good. I cant imagine seeing my siblings under layers & layers of bricks. I cant imagine seeing my parents lying there under th collapsed buliding. I will break downnnnnnnn.

I rather its me who is trapped. Mother protects 3 to 4 month year old child. Found dead. Child found asleep soundly with a phone next to her. It was stated on th phone tht Mother will love you no matter wht. ):

If i can invent, I would invent smth tht would prevent earthquakes. Prevent cyclones, prevent all natural disasters. I hate th imperfect world. Its just so darn imperfect. The earth, stop playing games with us. You are ill, but we are worse. Have mercy on us.

2008-05-24T22:51:00.000-07:00

Yawnnnn, im tired but happy! Haha. So much happened and I am glad it happened in a positive way. God really blessed me even though thr were a few anger managment problems. Thursday's muscle strain after plunging, gives me a super duper tough time to walk mann. Like this is th first time it happens on my calf. All these while it only happens to my arms. Haha. & ppor me gotta limp to Expo on Friday just to catch th Adidas sales. It wasnt tht bad actually. Except for th waiting part which got me rather annoyed but yes, im not petty and i forgive and forget. Haha. This reminds me of today whn Josephine said tht self praise is international disgrace, which i totally beg to differ. Haha. :)
Me & Zhijun bought th same top fr Adidas and we decided to wear it on th same day so tht we can be twins for a day! :) Imagine how many twins i hav. Somehow related. Lol. :)
Like Liqing who likes th name Melissa. So she is my twin. Haha.
& Zhijun who is pretty simliar and we are gna get the same shirt, twins too!
Melody is MEL, just like me, twins!
Jolene is born 6 hours earlier than me, twins once agn!
HAHA. How many twins is tht? Sounds like a quartet or quintet. Lol.
After Adidas, & much thought put inot, we decided to go eat at Changi Airport Terminal 3! We went to Popeye's chicken & biscuit shop and realised thy dont sell spinach. Weirddddd. Why popeye thn. Haha. Thy even play Popeye's cartoons! :))
After tht, was studying time! Altho there were much distractions, I finished chapter 1! Yay. HAHA. :) & Aaron was like i cant study here! Haha, he was th one who suggested to study tgt. Lol. & thn we left. Not mentioning th parts whr thy wanted me to get lost, made me laugh till i hit my head against th wall, ah nevermind. Haha. :)

Saturday is always GREAT. Because i get to see my twinnnn. :)) Haha. Champion eagles is really making my life different. Not only because of th pple thr, but Lord, you too over thr. I hav always enjoyed their accompany. Unless of course, whn thy teased. & thy are really nice to volunteered to help me carry my bag, knowing tht i am limping. But yeah, altho I know thy hav some other intentions. Lol. With them, time passes. And I think Daniel's preaching is so darnnnnn cool. Imagine me doing tht. I really hope so mann. It;s my only way to serve the Lord. I cant sing well. I am not music-oriented. Well, I can dance. But yeah, I can speak well. So i hav always thought preaching would be th best way for me to serve. But, I cant really pray well. Like wht Daniel had said, its self-consciousness. But I would try harder. & I know, Jesus, would help me. Currently now, I think I really need help in studies. Mine ICAs are next week and i wna do well mann.
I seriously wna study but it seems like i cant bring my body to th study table. Shit. Howhowhow. I gotta mug reallll hard tmrw! ):
Lord, guide me.

2008-05-22T09:20:00.000-07:00

KILL HER. !@#$%.

Somebody tell me how to handle her. She stress us like nobody's business. I cant take it anymore luh. ):

Monday was Vesak Day. I spent th entire day doing just th first sub-question of th stupid IT report. Save me. Urgh. :/ Im so glad th whole entire thing is over. Not entirely, actually. I still have to see her face every Thurs. I realise Thurs is th worst day of th week. 2 teachers, both SUCKED. Big time. BUT I still prefer th first one. Actually both isnt tht bad. Perhaps i was facing too much pressure at tht time. But she seriously is getting on my nerves! ): Why do i have to this module in th first place.

Tues was one LONG day. So is Wed. Just because of th report. Can you imagine. & of course, with all th makeup lessons. Sigh, im tired. Beat. I skipped lifesaving on Wed. Imagine tht, just because of th report. I seriously will commit suicide if she says our report is bad. Please, Lord. Tell me what to do.

I came to realise that I love your presence more than you.

Huanqing, I agree with you mann. Even though no one knows who exactly I yearn for.

No one shall ever know, I guess.

I cast it to th Lord. He will decide for me.

2008-05-18T23:24:00.000-07:00

Shit HTML. Like i seriously dno anything. Th teacher might be really demanding by giving us a test immediately aft wht she taught but i just dont understand, why i found her funny, whn she said tht me & Zhijun kept talking in her class. Haha. Its suppose to be a scolding but i find it funny. Or you can say, i meant it as a joke. Lol. :) Thurs was HECTIC. Right aft trying to complete the HTML challenge, to prove tht im attentive in her class even though i might be talking, I gotta rush off for trng which starts at 6. I am a really determined person so i didnt give up trying the challenge until 620pm, and i know i can never complete it no matter what, i got my bag and dashed to th pool. Haha. Bless me, Uncle Louis' bike broke down and he arrived at 7pm. Haha he doesnt know im late. Lol. :) Trng was tougher thn usual. I felt th Chem Jiao Lian times coming back when I swam. Haha. I paced with Hong Koon, th only person I could pace at least. Hah. :) Thn later, i realised more abt th so-called taking sides thingy, fake backaches, uhm and badmouthing. Lol. I donht care luhhhhhhhhhh. HAHA. :))

Friday was ICA 1 for Public Speaking. Everybody were busy practising during lunch break except me. Haha. Was too engrossed in Michael Jackson's dancing! I mean, he dance like :)). I would marry any guy who dances like him, or CAN dance like him haha. Who cares if he likes little oys and is a psycho? He has a great flair for dancing luh. & i think LIME is really mean to compare Ah Meng with Britney. And th worst of all is tht Ah meng won! :/ Where's th justice? Britney is human with a huge talent in singing. Ah Meng only entertains those who actually visits th zoo whn thy hav nth to do. Please mann. I bought LIME & Teenage on Friday and was practically reading it, so yeah, i didnt practice my speech. I dont see th need to actually, bcos i hav practised enough th day before. & Im sure God will make sure i do well haha. :) & as a matter of fact, I did well! :) I went last, I felt honoured & I felt tht im th scorer in Jesus' name! :))

Saturday was one tiring day. Slept till arnd 11am. Thn woke up and finish up Econs. I think i finished POM & AFA on Friday night. Haha. Thn headed for church. Had BS with Josephine and realised tht im gna learn how to play a guitar in no time. Haha. To serve you, my Lord, I hope i wont embarrass myself and th guitar. Lol. :) Went off earlier because i decided to hav dinner with my family. Was pretty devastated to hear tht Liqing would hav problems coming for service aft this Sat. ): Dont leave me twin! Haha. While waiting for my family to get me at AMK Hub, I was so bored. Just walking around aimlessly. At tht time, I kinda realised how company can be so important. Seriously. :)

Sunday was beach day! At East Coast! Thn we had dinner!

2008-05-14T15:48:00.000-07:00

Had our very first ABC meeting ytd on MSN. & realised tht th world is so darn imperfect. It just made me do th wrong things. Urgh. :/ but at least, i really found th friends i wanted. Haha go wild mann! I dont really care if i can actually socialise or make friends or be popular. Of course, if im not popular, i dont feel too good but i wont go th extreme of feeling depressed. I mean, i only see them twice a week, having of not having friends there doesnt seem to such a big difference. If thy really do hate me, im seriously fine with it. As long as you dont disrupt my trng. Because if you do, its a different story. I really mean it. Haha.

My Chairperson and Vice-chairperson are so worried with this bad thing gng on. & thy didnt want to get me involved. But cmon, life is like this! Haha. If you're good to me, im good to you! I dont care if many pple hate you or whatsoever, i dont mind being hated if i can spend quality time with pple i feel comfortable hanging out with. Haha i really dont care. So Mel & Jo, dont feel bad mann. Haha. For those who werent so close to me, i dno if you want to or not, but i dont mind making more friends. There's only problem & tht is im shyyyy. So approach me first haha. It's my nature. Sorry. :)

Today was th sleepiest day. Lol. I so want to sleep during Econs lesson. & tht stupid Boon put down my wake up call. Serve him right for being late. Lol. & i was thinking if th students of NYP can stop teasing th good teachers. Like Mr Eddie Yeou. :) Like he is so nice, so dont bully him haha. & there is lifesaving tonight which i dont feel like gng at all. Lol.

I SERIOUSLY FEEL LIKE SLEEPING.

& im sad why we all seemed to be like strangers whn we were all once very very close confidantes & friends? Im losing touch of th real thing of friendship. Urgh. Let's see if i can post any retarded pictures.

Yay, first retarded picture up. Haha. This is Slimy fr Sesame Street. Lol. Im being really lame here. Shit.

2008-05-14T01:26:00.001-07:00

What Guys Think of Your Pigtails or Braids...

Trendy, wild, and unconventional.

You're a handful and it's hard to predict your behavior. But he loves that!

2008-05-14T01:16:00.000-07:00

Your Spelling is Good

You got 9/10 correct.

Your spelling is generally pretty decent. You are prone to a few mistakes, but the mistakes you make are pretty forgivable.

2008-05-14T01:15:00.000-07:00

Your Preppy Name Is...

Loomis Eckley Payne the Fifth

But most people know you as Gigi

2008-05-13T02:33:00.000-07:00

Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence

You shine in your ability to relate to and understand others.

Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel.

You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations.

A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict.

You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person.

2008-05-13T02:29:00.000-07:00

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"Tell them I said something."

2008-05-13T02:28:00.002-07:00

You Are 68% Sexy

Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High

You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room.

You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing.

2008-05-13T02:28:00.001-07:00

Your Celebrity Style Twin is Jessica Simpson

Flirty, feminine, and fun.

2008-05-13T02:25:00.003-07:00

What Your Red Outfit Means

You're bold and risk taking when it comes to style.

You are proud of who you are. It doesn't matter what others think.

A complete flirt, men are drawn to your confidence.

Designer match: Betsey Johnson

Signature accessory: A studded leather hobo bag

2008-05-13T02:25:00.001-07:00

You Are Balanced - Realist - Empowered

You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally.

You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go.

Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control.

Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow.

You are a realist when it comes to luck.

You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random.

You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...

But you do your best to try to make your own luck.

You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order.

You realize that working the system does get you further.

You know who to defer to and who to control.

When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly.

2008-05-13T02:22:00.002-07:00

Your Famous Movie Kiss is from The Empire Strikes Back

"Captain, being held by you isn't quite enough to get me excited."

2008-05-13T02:22:00.001-07:00

Your Uncommon Name Is:

Gilberta Cinderella Murrah

2008-05-13T02:21:00.002-07:00

Your Life Path Number is 9

Your purpose in life is to make the world better

You are very socially conscious and a total idealist.

You think there are many things wrong with the world, and you want to fix them.

You have a big idea of how to world could be, and you'll sacrifice almost anything to work towards this dream.

In love, you can easily see the beauty in someone else. And you never cling too tightly.

You are capable of great love, but it's hard for you to focus your love on one person or relationship.

You have a lot of outward focus, and you tend to blame the world for your failures.

You are often disappointed by the realities of life - it's hard for you to accept the shortcomings of the world.

2008-05-13T02:21:00.001-07:00

Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male

Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

2008-05-13T02:12:00.001-07:00

What Your Flip Flops Say About You

You are an outdoorsy person. You feel most comfortable in nature.

Beautiful scenery and good weather always brighten up your day.

Being outside allows you to feel calm and connected to the world.

Problems don't seem so big when you realize how small you are in the scheme of things.

Your ideal warm weather place: Costa Rica

2008-05-13T00:46:00.000-07:00

Hey ima back! :) Haha. After Friday's impromptu speech, im kinda afraid of speeches now haha. But i still enjoy talking of course. :) & definitely giving speeches about something I like is no biggie dealll. Haha. Saturday was one tiring day for me mann. I had to tutor Boon Statistics at Centrepoint Plaza at 12pm. Th worst thing was he understood it so quickly tht we went on to Econs and realised th questions for econs were like, so difficult. :/ Haha. Thn Aaron pop-ed up with a question on MSN, asking if Boon is a REAL gay! Haha. :) Boon, who asked you to call him Darling? Lol.

So Boon decided to continue with his Gay personality and lied to Aaron. Haha. & i dno how Zhijun & me get involved in th end too! Lol. I only managed to tell Aaron tht Boon was faking whn he went to get a drink haha. Thn Aaron got so confused because he doesnt know if th one talking to him is me, or Boon! Lol. It was just one funny scenario. Lol. :) Aft tht, I went for Bible studies with Lynnette, Liqing, Alvin & Crystal! And nonetheless, our BS teacher, Miss Teo! Haha, alright, Josephine. :) We learnt about daily prayers. :)

Pastor John's son, Jonathan preached tht day! About faith! :) He sound weird, but yeah, we all know he tried his best! At least he spoke, unlike Jason who was frightened by th stage. Lol. :) Thn we went for dinner & catch Iron man! I think Iron man is darn cool, i mean his suit. Haha, not th guy please. The suit was like, amazing luh! Haha. IMAFAN. :) Haha.

& i dno how long th teasing is gna last, but i sure hope it wil stop soon. Aft this movie thingy, i dont think we have to work tgt agn haha. & im so in deep shit. I just cant stop laughing. Shit.

Sunday was tiredddd. I went to get my formal clothes, did my econs & redo it on Mon, did my speech outline until super late & thn sleep & hav troubles waking up on Mon. ): Its not entirely a bad day actually, I had some really fun moments with my 3 sisters. I didnt know webcam was so hilarious! Haha! :)

This is th capabilites of webcam haha.

Monday's swimming trng is like. Hur, whats up with pple ther mann? Seriously, im puzzled too. Uncle Louis is right. Haha. I dont think you're acting, but neither do i pity you. First things first, why do your attitude change so fast? Like super duper fast luh. Shit luh, I dont want to badmouth but im seriously curious. Is wht Jolene said right? Seeking attention? But i wont seek attention by crying. Haha. Thts painful. Maybe by laughing nonstop lol. But i really couldnt help it ok. Im not seeking attention haha. & she made me felt so guilty, bcos i thought she knows im pissed with her by th fact tht she swam as if she wanted to block me on purpose. Like please. All i want to do is swim properly and get my PBs. You can criticise or condemn me, or stop me fr doing anything else except for TRNG. Whoever interrupts my trng will come to no good end. Haha. :) Anyway, i just cant mix. So most probably, I wouldnt be gng for th Monday gathering. bcos i just hav this feeling i wont enjoy. I know it too well. Haha. I would rather stay at home and study. Tht week are full of ICAs mann! I kinda feeling stress now. Haha. I dont have to worry tht much if i do my part actually. But th problem is tht i havent done my part haha! I shall first pray to Jesus, to make me study better thn pray tht my friends will do well too, & we'll all excel tgt! Of course, i want to be top so tht i can prove tht God is awesome! But first, i think i really need to study! I cant afford to lose to th other 2 A students! Plus thy are th A* star couple, their combined power will beat me flattt. Haha.

2008-05-09T17:31:00.000-07:00

Haha. Funny day. Slapped Boon. Picked up his speech. Lol. Aaron & Zhijun. Hot topic now! Haha. SW is just so fun! :) Who is th funniest person alive? Melissa Choo DUHH! :)

Jennifer can vouch for tht. Comm skills lesson is alwys tht exciting. & wht's th feeling of being woo-ed?

First time. Haha. It feels goodddd. Lol. BUT,

I AM SHY.

Like shit, why?! He asked for my number, I should just say okay right. Why did i turn away blushing? Just making new friends :) I just dont understand why am i like this. Lol. And tdy agn, i just answered him lol. I should thanked him for telling me th clues for th quiz luh. Shit. & th worst thing is tht he knows my name, but i dno his. Haha. Nice guy i can tell. I want friends fr other courses & CCAs too. Haha. But just curious, why malay guy haha?

Zhijun, who should pay the $6,250? Haha :))

Thanks for hitting me haha. Go create Facebook mann, Aaron's rumoured wife. Haha.

& dont try to push it to me, it wont work & it will never work. Haha.

2008-05-09T01:11:00.000-07:00

I feel OUT. Like really out of th situation mann. The place doesnt suit me. Im beginning to feel th boredom. Nah not th boredom, but th kind of pple. Ya i think its th character. We just dont match. When you are not as 'fast' as them, you are left out. When you dont take th intiative, you are even left out. When you are shy and you dont mix, you feel even MORE left out. Wierdddd. I tried. I DID. I went dinner with them. But we dont click. Im not badmouthing. But there's this smth tht separates us. Like idnowhtstht. Haha. I cant enter their gossip circle. Their comments on guys. & th guys in thr, really hav th initaitive mann. Th entire team gives me th feeling of more like a social gathering kind of thing, thn swimming trng. Haha i know you hav to socialise, but why are relationship rumours coming in? I feel funny, thts it. Its just not me. I hav a feeling my life thr would not be as fulfilling and memorable like in th past, with jiaolian. I miss my swimming peeps :) Like serious. Get in contact mann! No one bothers to talk to me. I feel saddd. Haha. My once-very-wonderful-swimmates. You all switched clubs, but you are still beautiful. So lets get in contact & visit jiaolian? Can? Dont dump us for better friends. We are the bestest freinds. See us like you want us to see you. Not public enemies. I want to go back to th past whr club trng with jiaolian and peeps bring back so many wonderfull memories. Now tht i feel out of place, I need those memories. I think, no. Should erase them. It only makes me feel worse luh. Sigh, when can i see jiaolian & peeps agn? )):

2008-05-06T15:23:00.000-07:00

Thanks Sarah. Haha. I dont know why you tell me tht. I assume you read th previous post i guess. Haha :) This has been a really hectic week. But i did enjoy. A little. Haha, shant elaborate much on being teased and becoming th entertainment committee chairman. Hur.

School was alright, not much of a problem after having Yeo Cheng to tutor me on Monday. Thanks :) Plus th accounting teacher really made great efforts to make sure we know everything abt journal entries. Haha i understand now. I was like practically worried if i would catch th fever bug too. I didnt have a long good sleep last night. I kept waking up. And this happens to be th

symptom of having fever, for me at least. But i was blessed. I didnt catch tht. Lol. & I am happy! Haha :) Training with NYP's swimteam is weirdd. I just feel weird. Perhaps i just cant mix. We seemed so different. Like i dno how to explain. But i know it, i cant mix with them. And its weird. Lol :)

Lord, thanks for healinggg.

2008-05-04T14:28:00.000-07:00

Family crisis. Lord, i need you badlyyy. Even though i know you are right beside me. My family is down with the worst thing - Fever. And all but me. Urgh. I know i am blessed but its worst to see everybody sick except me. Father, bless my loved through me alright.

And Lord, i seriously need help in my studies mann. Especially in IWT & AFA. Ima so stressed out by these two modules.

Father, I pray hard. I do. No worries.

2008-05-03T10:06:00.000-07:00

Hey. Whats up with all th stress? Life is hectic luh, who say it isnt? ): The past few days were so tough. Because of labour day and makeup lessons. Euww. I am getting to hate tht word. I hav no time for group work and th guards in th sch are so dont-know-anything. Th worst thing is tht we believed thm. Sobs.

Ending up to reach sch under th scorching sun, and realised I can never enter th school on Public hols. What a different Labour day i haddddd. ):

There are so many projects, so many group work, I am so getting stress. Urgh. I wna spend quality time with my family but i cant. ): Plus both my parents are down with fever just ytd. Lord, save me mannnnnn.

2008-04-29T17:41:00.000-07:00

Your Italian Name Is...

Lucetta Rizzo

2008-04-29T17:39:00.000-07:00

Your Irish Name Is...

Ciara Walsh

2008-04-29T17:37:00.000-07:00

You Are 35% Left Brained, 65% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.

Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.

If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.

Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.

Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.

If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.

Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

2008-04-29T17:35:00.000-07:00

Your Biblical Name Is...

Zemirah Tivona

You will live to see the end of times.

2008-04-29T17:34:00.000-07:00

You Are a Ferris Wheel

Deep down, you are a fun, whimsical, and easygoing person.

You often enjoy life for what it is, and the littlest changes in course can be quite thrilling.

In relationships, people tend to feel what you feel. It can be liberating at first...

But after a while, the people closest to you end up feeling a little trapped.

Your life has perfectly normal cycles of ups and downs.

However, you can't help but sometimes feel that you're missing out on the most exciting aspects of life.

You only are happy when you're experiencing the highest of highs.

Your low points just make you feel depressed, restless, and bored.

At your best, you feel on top of the world with a great sense of perspective.

You believe that anything is possible, and that you are happily looking down on everyone else.

At your worst, you feel like your life is going in circles. You often feel like you're not going anywhere.

This is sometimes psychologically disorienting. And sometimes it brings on a sense of hopelessness.

2008-04-29T17:31:00.000-07:00

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you spend carefully and save your pennies.

You think good luck might come your way, but if it does you'll be so surprised you'll burst out laughing.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match.

2008-04-29T17:27:00.000-07:00

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP)

Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal.

Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men

You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

2008-04-29T17:20:00.000-07:00

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.

And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.

Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.

You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.

You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.

With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

2008-04-29T17:16:00.000-07:00

What Your Front Door Says

You are fun, outgoing, and incredibly cheerful.

Life is an choose-your-own adventure for you.

And there's no way you're choosing the beaten path.

You have a warm personality. At times, you feel in love with the whole world.

2008-04-29T17:15:00.000-07:00

What These Roses Say About You

You are a classic romantic who believes in true love.

You often experience deep emotions and feel warmth toward almost everyone.

You are a bundle of positive feelings and sweetness.

2008-04-29T17:13:00.000-07:00

Your Personality Cluster is Extraverted Feeling

You are:

Able to make everyone feel comfortable and special

Someone with a large social circle from all walks of life

Supportive, encouraging, and truly happy when people around you succeed

A great leader who gains loyalty and respect easily

2008-04-29T17:08:00.000-07:00

Your German Name is:

Angelika Heike

2008-04-29T17:07:00.000-07:00

Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is

Spontaneous, on a tropical vacation, when he realizes he can't be without you.

2008-04-29T17:03:00.000-07:00

You Were An Angel This Year

You Were 10% Naughty, 90% Nice

You know you've been a super good girl this year

So good, that you may have missed out a little...

Don't worry, Santa will make it up to you!

2008-04-29T17:00:00.000-07:00

Your Birth Month is December

You love life and exude an outgoing, cheerful vibe.

Blessed with a great sense of humor, you can laugh at adversity.

Your soul reflects: Celebration, success, and wealth

Your gemstone: Blue Topaz

Your flower: Narcissus

Your colors: Indigo, green, and blue-green

2008-04-29T16:59:00.000-07:00

Your Career Type: Enterprising

You are engertic, ambitious, and sociable.

Your talents lie in politics, leading people, and selling things or ideas.

You would make an excellent:

Auctioneer - Bank President - Camp Director

City Manager - Judge - Lawyer

Recreation Leader - Real Estate Agent - Sales Person

School Principal - Travel Agent - TV Newscaster

The worst career options for your are investigative careers, like mathematician or architect.

2008-04-29T16:56:00.000-07:00

What's Important to You... And What Isn't:

For you, primal needs like eating and sleeping are your top priorities.

You don't mind having things to get done... as long as they don't pile up on you.

Your most important priorities get your attention. You are happily able to let the less important things slide.

You want your closest relationships to be a high priority, but you often don't get around to them.

2008-04-29T16:55:00.000-07:00

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Go try this! Haha and see how well you know abt MelissaChooYanJie! Lol (:

2008-04-29T16:29:00.000-07:00

Guess how amazing my Heavenly Father can go mann. I was walking to th bus-stop whn i saw my bus. Haha. And I dont feel like running, like seriously. Haha. So i told God, I shan't run. Th bus shall wait for me alright. In th end, th bus didnt wait. Haha.

BUT

another bus came immediately once i reached th bus-stop! :)) Haha. How great you might ask. I think it is.

Today was an awful start to accounting tutorials. I had a stomach upset and i could hardly concentrate on wht th tutor is saying. Th equations and statements are driving me crazy. Lol. And th order of those elements in th statements! Its so not fixed :/ Mr Damien Lee is so strict. Haha. And he is our PEM ): I am afraid of him, like serious. Haha. I didnt even dare to sign in to MSN. Haha. Zhijun and Jennifer was bold enough to hav a video call haha. Altho i did partcipate a little. Lol :)

Thn we had lunch at North Canteen, as usual. But this time i didnt eat chicken rice haha. I ate CHIPS. Haha fr th vending machine. Lays - Sour Cream & Onion. Lol. And we hav lecture! Statistics! Haha. I mean , I really like th lecturer luh. He is so funny. Ya. Haha. And I nv fail to not understand him. He gives great summaries. Lol. I can't stand pple looking at me. Or shld i say staring? Haha. Jennifer and Ian kept loking at me luh! Haha. Tht was why i laughed! Lol. I can't stop laughing whn i start ok! Dont make me laugh. Haha :)

Ther is swimming orientation tmrw. And i hav lifesaving trng. So which do i attend? I say, lifesaving. But i want swimming orientation. In fact, I want both. How wish i could go for both. Impossible haha. Ther's a internet and web quiz tmrw as well. How... nevermind.

I shall do a random quiz!

First thing you wash in the shower?: My hair!

What color is your favorite hoodie?: Yellow :)

Do you plan outfits?: Not really.

Would you kiss the person you last kissed again: Of course! My sisters duh!

How are you feeling right now?: TIRED.

Do you say aim or A-i-m?: Hm I am so not sure.

Tell me about the last dream you remember having last night?: I shan't say it. Lol.

What are you craving right now?: Perhaps sleep?

Do you floss?: No.

What comes to mind when I say cabbage?: Burgers :)

Do you know the Taco song?: ?

If so would you dance to it?: If i can actually dance. Lol.

Have you ever counted to 1,000?: Nah i fell asleep whn i was at I can't rem. Haha.

Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?: I do both!

What do you want for Christmas?: A blessed life (:

Do you like Cottage cheese?: Yes!

Have you ever met a Celebrity?: Yes.

How many countries have you visited?: 3? All ASEAN countries. Lol.

Are you parents strict?: Whn I was much younger. Now, not so.

Would you go skydiving?: I would die of shock.

Would you go eat with George Bush?: Euww no.

Would you throw potatoes at George?: I would if I can.

Is there anything sparkly in the room your in?: I dont own a jewellery shop luh. Haha. No.

Who sits behind you in your math class?: Peiyu, in my secondary days.

Do you go to the movies often?: Nah.

Can you count backwards from 74?: Yes I hope.

Do you have a cell phone?: Yeahh man.

Ever had creme puffs?: Ooh I love them!

What's your best friend doing tomorrow?: Perhaps sleeping? Haha all my close friends are lazy couch potatoes haha. Birds of a feather flock tgt. Lol :)

Have you ever seen the Butterfly Effect?: Wht?

What was the last question you asked?: Where are your gng? (To Jennifer & Zhijun)

Last CD you bought?: Hm I dont even remembering buying CDs in my whole life. Haha.

What is your bus number for school?: 159

Have you ever walked into a wall?: Is a pillar counted?

Do you sleep with the t.v on?: Once, and my dad nearly killed me.

Can you hula hoop?: Yes.

Have you ever crawled through a window?: Hm yes thru th gym of Toa Payoh :) I so miss the place!

Spider-man or Batman?: SPIDERMAN DUH!

Have you ever made a prank phone call?: Many times! Lol.

Have you ever went t-ping?: Wht's tht?

Rain or sunshine?: Rain (:

2008-04-28T15:20:00.000-07:00

I am at Mos now. Haha. With Miss Zhijun. Lol.

We are practically playing with th blogthings. Haha.

Today's POM is superrrrr boring. The presentation was so nicely done.

But th tutor basically explained wht I want to say aft th first point -.-

Statistics was lab tdy haha. We learnt how to input data. Lol. The lecturer is really nice luh.

Haha shall think abt th survey topic soon! (:

2008-04-28T15:04:00.000-07:00

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're a very well adjusted and happy person.

Overall, you are very content in your life.

You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.

2008-04-28T00:40:00.000-07:00

What Melissa Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

2008-04-28T00:36:00.000-07:00

Your Beauty Element is Air

You're quirky, fresh, and fashionable in a surprising way.

You have a beauty that's all your own, and it changes as quickly as the wind!

2008-04-28T00:18:00.000-07:00

Your Values Profile

Loyalty:

You value loyalty a fair amount.

You're loyal to your friends... to a point.

But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties.

Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself.

Honesty:

You don't really value honesty.

You do value getting your way, no matter what.

And if a little lying is required to do that, no problem.

A few white lies never hurt anyone (at least, that's what you tell yourself!)

Generosity:

You don't really value generosity.

Your needs always come first, no matter what.

And you'll possibly help someone else out...

But only if it helps you in return.

Humility:

You don't really value humility.

You don't have much to be humble about!

And you might as well promote yourself, because no one else will.

You're a pretty special person, and you let everyone know it.

Tolerance:

You value tolerance highly.

Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you...

You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends.

You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them.

2008-04-27T23:52:00.000-07:00

What Your Little Black Dress Says About You

You are lively and outgoing. You are naturally friendly.

You enjoy meeting new people and making new connections.

Your style is whimsical and unique. You're good at putting together interesting outfits.

If you were a shoe, you would be: High heeled boots

2008-04-27T23:50:00.000-07:00

You Are the Index Finger

You are ambitious, driven, and capable.

You aren't afraid to take responsibility for your actions - or place the blame on whoever deserves it.

You are honest, free thinking, and objective. You see things in your own way - and you aren't afraid to let everyone know about it.

You get along well with: The Thumb

Stay away from: The Ring Finger

2008-04-27T23:49:00.000-07:00

Your Personality Profile

You are dignified, spiritual, and wise.

Always unsatisfied, you constantly try to better yourself.

You are also a seeker of knowledge and often buried in books.

You tend to be philosophical, looking for the big picture in life.

You dream of inner peace for yourself, your friends, and the world.

A good friend, you always give of yourself first.

2008-04-27T23:48:00.000-07:00

If You Were Slightly Different, Your Name Would Be:

Melanie

2008-04-27T23:46:00.000-07:00

You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.

You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.

A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.

But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

2008-04-27T23:44:00.000-07:00

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen

Peacemaker, first to end a fight

Good at thinking up creative dates

Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily

Going with your gut instead of your head

Empathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault

Good at recognizing patterns in relationships

Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count

Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love

Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow

Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind

Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

2008-04-27T23:41:00.000-07:00

The Keys to Your Life

Anything good in your life comes from your ability to play and be free.

The best way for you to solve a problem is to let go of it.

Anything bad in your life comes from fooling yourself or clinging to illusions.

Be strong enough to see the world clearly. Learn from your mistakes.

2008-04-27T23:38:00.000-07:00

What Your Favorite Color Red Says About You:

Ambitious --- Energetic --- Passionate

Spontaneous --- Attractive --- Inspiring

Seductive --- Powerful --- Addicting

2008-04-27T23:31:00.000-07:00

The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy

In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh.

You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum.

Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho

2008-04-27T23:25:00.000-07:00

You are 0% Sagittarius

2008-04-27T23:17:00.000-07:00

You Are An ESFJ

The Caregiver

You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first.

A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change.

You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project.

You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people.

In love, you value harmony and mutual understanding.

You will apologize or give someone the benefit of the doubt, if it means getting over a fight sooner.

At work, you are good at building relationships and connecting with people.

You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher.

How you see yourself: Organized, dependable, co-operative

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Opinionated, critical, and know-it-all

2008-04-27T23:11:00.000-07:00

Your Attitude is Better than 70% of the Population

You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you.

2008-04-27T23:03:00.000-07:00

You Are The Lovers

You represent ideal love: innocence, trust, exhilaration and joy.

You demonstrate the harmony of opposites, two sides coming together.

At times, you also represent the struggle between what is right and what is tempting.

Control is an issue for you, especially when you don't know your reasons for choosing something.

Your fortune:

You have an important choice you need to make about love, and it will be a difficult choice to make.

You are likely struggling between the love you crave and the love that is right.

In the end, you will choose what you crave, even if it's bad for you.

Because without what you crave, you will feel empty and incomplete.

What Tarot Card Are You?

2008-04-27T23:01:00.000-07:00

Your Birthdate: December 13

You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking.

However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone.

Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5

You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month.

2008-04-27T22:55:00.000-07:00

You Should Be With an Air Sign!

Your best match is a Gemini, Libra, or Aquarius

Why? You crave excitement and playful banter

Only an Air Sign can match your wit - and keep you on your toes

As for fun, an Air Sign guy will show you plenty, with tons of surprises

Just be sure to introduce him to some new playful experiences as well!

2008-04-27T22:45:00.000-07:00

Men See You As Understated

You are an intreguing mix of girl and woman.

You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men.

Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you.

You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know well

2008-04-27T22:41:00.000-07:00

Your Old Fashioned Name Is...

Cecily Launceleyn

2008-04-27T22:38:00.000-07:00

Your Nail Polish Color is Black

How you're unique: There's nothing about you that isn't unique

Why your style rocks: You are a total indie chick... and you can pull it off

What this color says about you: "I'm a trendsetter and don't care what anyone else is doing!"

2008-04-27T22:36:00.000-07:00

Your Love Is Represented By a Pink Rose

You see love as something that should be light, fun, and whimsical.

People fall in love with you easily. And you tend to fall out of love easily!

You express your love through attention and shared experiences. You love people more than they realize.

2008-04-27T22:31:00.000-07:00

Your Birthdate: December 13

You're dominant and powerful. You always need to be in charge.

While others respect your competence, you can be a bit of a dictator.

Hard working and serious, you never let yourself down.

You are exact and accurate - and you expect others to be the same way.

Your strength: You always get the job done

Your weakness: You're a perfectionist to a fault

Your power color: Gray

Your power symbol: Checkmark

Your power month: April

2008-04-27T22:27:00.000-07:00

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are a fairly energetic person. You know how do pace yourself, and you deal well with stress.

You are somewhat outgoing, but you're not a natural extrovert. You think first before you act. You tend to be independent, rational, and logical.

You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others.

You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well.

You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart.

You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.

2008-04-27T22:25:00.000-07:00

Your Superpower Should Be Mind Reading

You are brilliant, insightful, and intuitive.

You understand people better than they would like to be understood.

Highly sensitive, you are good at putting together seemingly irrelevant details.

You figure out what's going on before anyone knows that anything is going on!

Why you would be a good superhero: You don't care what people think, and you'd do whatever needed to be done

Your biggest problem as a superhero: Feeling even more isolated than you do now

2008-04-27T22:20:00.000-07:00

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is medium.

In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.

But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!

There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is medium.

You probably have had a couple significant loves.

And you may have even had your heart broken.

But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.

Dominance:

Your dominance is low.

This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.

You know a relationship is not about getting your way.

And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is low.

You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.

No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.

You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.

And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.

Independence:

Your independence is low.

This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships..

It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life.

In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together.

2008-04-27T22:14:00.000-07:00

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

2008-04-27T22:05:00.000-07:00

Sagittarius - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

Your playful nature brings out the happy inner-child in dates
You're willing to take risks in love... and reap the rewards
You've got a killer sense of humor that gets talking with any hottie you meet

Your negative traits:

Sometimes your sarcasm comes off as biting and abrasive
You can be brutally honest, tactless, and truthful even when it hurts
You're such a free spirit that you find it hard to commit to one person

Your ideal partner:

Someone high energy who will pick up and out with you whenever
Is creative and fun - thinking of new adventures for the two of you
Is bold... and not afraid to tell you "I love you" early on

Your dating style:

Unpredictable. You never know how the night is going to end up.

Your seduction style:

Daring. You're always pushing to try something new in the bedroom.
Full of imagination. You've always got a new fantasy you're dying to try.
Spiritually driven. Sex for you can be an other-worldly act.

Tips for the future:

Realize that while freedom is great - sometimes a stable relationship is better.
It's not all about you. Focus on your partner's needs every once and a while.
Make up your mind about your partner, and stick to it. Your fickle will ruin things otherwise.

Best color to attract mate: Purple

Best day for a date: Thursday

What's" Your Love Profile?

2008-04-27T21:34:00.000-07:00

Damn weirddd. I left th library. And I saw this on th floor. Of all things? - This?

Wht are you trying to tell me, Jesus?

It's blurrrr. But I think th shape is obvious. Haha. Seahorse, of all things?

2008-04-27T19:51:00.000-07:00

To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong.

This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, who provide a comforting hug and a supportive audience for a story they've heard a thousand times.

This is for the girls who understand that they aren't perfect and that the guys they're interested in aren't either, for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe... maybe this time he'll have understood.

This is homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, who are comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who care more than they should for guys who don't deserve their attention.
This is for those girls who have been in the trenches, who have watched other girls time and time again fake up and make up and f*** up the guys in their lives without saying a word.

This is for the girls who have been there from the beginning and have heard the right words of advice, from "there are plenty of fish in the sea," to "time heals all wounds."

This is to honor those girls who know that guys are just as scared as they are, who know that they deserve better, who are seeking to find it.
This is for the girls who have never been in love, but know that it's an experience that they don't want to miss out on. For the girls who have sought a night with friends and been greeted by a night of catcalling, rude comments and explicit invitations that they'd rather not have experienced.

This is for the girls who have spent their weekends sitting on the sidelines of a beer pong tournament or a case race, or playing Florence Nightingale for a vomiting guy friend or a comatose crush, who have received a drunk phone call just before dawn from someone who doesn't care enough to invite them over but is still willing to pass out in their bed.

This is for the girls who have left sad song lyrics in their away messages, who have tried to make someone understand through a subliminally appealing profile, who have time and time again dropped their male friend hint after hint after hint only to watch him chase after the first blonde girl in a skirt.

This is for the girls who have been told that they're too good or too smart or too pretty, who have been given compliments as a way of breaking off a relationship, who have ever been told they are only wanted as a friend.

This one's for the girls who you can take home to mom, but won't because it's easier to sleep with a whore than foster a relationship; this is for the girls who have been led on by words and kisses and touches, all of which were either only true for the moment, or never real to begin with.

This is for the girls who have allowed a guy into their head and heart and bed, only to discover that he's just not ready, he's just not over her, he's just not looking to be tied down; this is for the girls who believe the excuses because it's easier to believe that it's not that they don't want you,
it's that they don't want anyone.

This is for the girls who have had their hearts broken and their hopes dashed by someone too cavalier to have cared in the first place; this is for the nights spent dissecting every word and syllable and inflection in his speech, for the nights when you've returned home alone, for the nights when you've seen from across the room him leaning a little too close, or standing a little too near, or talking a little too softly for the girl he's with to be a random hookup.

This is for the girls who have endured party after party in his presence, finally having realized that it wasn't that he didn't want a relationship: it was that he didn't want you.
I honor you for the night his dog died or his grandmother died or his little brother crashed his car and you held him, thinking that if you only comforted him just right, or said the right words, or rubbed his back in the right way then perhaps he'd realize what it was that he already had.

This is for the night you realized that it would never happen, and the sunrise you saw the next morning after failing to sleep.

This is for the "I really like you, so let's still be friends" comment after you read more into a situation than he ever intended; this is for never realizing that when you choose friends, you seldom choose those which make you cry yourself to sleep.

This is for the hugs you've received from your female friends, for the nights they've reassured you that you are beautiful and intelligent and amazing and loyal and truly worthy of a great guy; this is for the despair you all felt as you sat in the aftermath of your tears, knowing that that night the only companionship you'd have was with a pillow and your teddy bear.

This is for the girls who have been used and abused, who have endured what he was giving because at least he was giving something; this is for the stupidity of the nights we've believed that something was better than nothing, though his something was nothing we'd have ever wanted.

This is for the girls who have been satisfied with too little and who have learned never to expect anything more: for the girls who don't think that they deserve more, because they've been conditioned for so long to accept the scraps thrown to them by guys.

This is what I don't understand.

Men sit and question and whine that girls are only attracted to the mean guys, the guys who berate them and belittle them and don't appreciate them and don't want them; who use them for sex and think of little else than where their next conquest will be made. Men complain that they never meet nice girls, girls who are genuinely interested and compelling, who are intelligent and sweet and smart and beautiful; men despair that no good women want to share in their lives, that girls play mind games that girls love to keep them hanging.

Yet, men, I ask you: were you to meet one of these genuinely interested, thrillingly compelling, interesting and intelligent and sweet and beautiful and smart girls, were you to give her your number and wait for her to call... and if you were to receive a call from her the next day and she, in her truthful, loyal, intelligent and straightforward nice girl fashion, were to tell you that she finds you intriguing and attractive and interesting and worth her time and perhaps material from which she could fashion a boyfriend, would you or would you not immediately call your friends to tell them of the "stalker chick" you'd met the night prior, who called you and wore her heart on her sleeve and told the truth?

And would you, or would you not, refuse to make plans with her, speak with her, see her again, and once again return to the bar or club or party scene and search once more for this "nice girl" who you just cannot seem to find?

Because therein lies the truth, guys: nice girls are everywhere. But you're not looking for a nice girl. You're not looking for someone genuinely interested in your intermural basketball game, or your anatomy midterm grade, or that argument you keep having with your father; you're looking for a quick fix, a night when you can pretend to have a connection with another human being which is just as disposable as the condom you were using during it.

So don't say you're on the lookout for nice girls, guys, when you pass us up on every step you take. Sometimes we go undercover; sometimes we go in disguise: sometimes when that girl in the low cut shirt or the too tight miniskirt won't answer your catcalls, sometimes you're looking at a nice girl in whore's clothing - - we might say we like the attention, we might blush and giggle and turn back to our friends, but we're all thinking the same thing: "This isn't me. Tomorrow morning, I'll be wearing a teeshirt and flannel shorts, I'll have slept alone and I'll be making my hungover best friend breakfast. See through the disguise. See me."

You never do. Why?

Because you only see the exterior, you only see the slutty girl who welcomes those advances. You don't want the nice girl.. so don't say you're looking for a relationship: relationships take time and energy and intent, three things we're willing to extend - - but in return, we're looking for compassion and loyalty and trust, three things you never seem willing to express.

Maybe nice guys finish last, but in the race they're running they're chasing after the whores and the sluts and the easy-targets... the nice girls are waiting at the finish line with water and towels and a congratulatory hug (and yes, if she's a nice girl and she likes you, the sweatiness probably won't matter), hoping against hope that maybe you'll realize that they're the ones that you want at the end of that silly race.

So maybe it won't last forever. Maybe some of those guys in that race will turn in their running shoes and make their way to the concession stand where we're waiting; however, until that happens, we still have each other, that silly race to watch, and all the chocolate we can eat (because what's a concession stand at a race without some chocolate?)

Sometimes the nice girl gets sick of waiting.

I mean, this is like...
I'm touched. Seriously.
The guy who wrote this, I admire you hell loads.
You totally speak up.
& back to the question, why are th nice girls waiting?

(I got this fr Huanqing!)