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Haha Econs presentation is over! :D You can say I am over the moon. All that's left is comm skills and sharepoint before exams come knocking at my doorstep. Today was all rush rush rush. AFA ICA - I am not first, neither am I second like in the previous test. SIGH :/ But I know where my mistakes are. Its just carelesssssssss (:

I am sure It wont happen agn, swear hahaha.

I read Christina's blog and I thought commenting on your friends was darn cool!

So here goes! HAHA :D

Zhijun

Sarcastic but smart.

She is a super fast learner luh.

And she seduces pple when she is bored by batting her eyelids and caressing pple's calves under the table hahaha (:

Liching

Super active and positive.

Born leader! and definitely fun to be with (:

Boon

Super retarded and lame haha. & My so-called brother.

But sometimes his jokes are really funny.

Weehoe

Even lamer haha! But agn, he never fail to make me laugh with

his retardedness and nonsense hahaha.

Toon

Classical funny joker lol. & my PAPA (:

Teoxiang

Cockroach person! Euww I hate th thought of it hahaha.

Aaron

This guy have a fetish for dogs haha.

Aishah

She rocks man! Like in any projects, you'll feel super relieved if she is in your group.

Not that you dont have to do anything but she can really handle all the

business applications which I know nuts about it (:

Jennifer

This girl gives me a very sisterly feeling hahaha. Not that she is old but she

tells us alot that I dont observe in life at all.

Trishna

Lively and sexy! Hahaha.

Kavitha

Hot luhhhhhh (: And she has a really soft-spoken voice.

Hahaha altho she aint as soft-spoken as you think (:

Serene

I think she is darn confident when she speaks. That made me admire haha.

Desmond

Haha this guy is weirddddd.

Robin

This guy is weird tooooo, hahaha unless of course when he dances!

Teresa

Unique and loves camwhoring hahaha!

Hakiim

Orton's biggest fan hahaha. Plus jokes abt Chick magnet and Yong Tau Foo!

Hariss

Hahaha Dpa until now, I only know that he can act very well lol.

& of course, soccer too (:

Leong Hui

This guy craps so much hahaha. But he is a contributing team member!

Mark

Ultimate haha! And very lame too haha.

Ian

Slacker lol (: And gives me some beaker and water test that got me going in circles haha.

Ron

My fellow God-loving friend (:

Shiam

Perfect class representative! And nevertheless, a really creative person!

Dennis

Mature and experienced!

Haikal

Funny person with funny lingo hahaha.

Venalie

Oh yeah! Wassup MOM! (:

SzeYing

One word - Cool.

Two words - Damn Cool.

Three words - Super Duper COOL!

HAHA.

Nicholas

Hahaha I know that music is his lifeeeeee (:

PeiQi

My first friend on the first day of school.

She is really helpful and impartial.

Thats what I really like about her man.

Karina

Genuine and hardworking, miss her man!

Jasmine

SWEET (:

Haha thats about it I guess. Realised I didnt add Chang Han in.

I dno what to say man of I were to put his name. It would probably be only condemnation.

Sigh. SB would be perfect without this balck sheep in our class that harms every single damn group work. I pity them.

Anyway pals, you are the BEST! :DD

There is something very wrong now. I have so much work to do, I felt like I have neglected God.

And that should never be the case man ):

Now now, this work is piling and I am here blogging. Thats very wrong too. No highlights, no jokes. Today was one working day. Really workingggggg :/

And all I can say is:

Good luck for tmrw's presentation.

Oh and yes.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINHUI!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULYNN!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE!

This is an early greeting, lest I forget to do it tmrw! HAHA :D

Yesterday was the first time I catch Szeying's bball match! It was really enjoyable to watch the last match between Republic and ITE! The scores were really tight, and both sides were really strong. Me and Liching couldnt take our eyes off the No. 11 player fr ITE. She is worth noticed with all her wonderful shots luh.

There were many others that were equally good as well hahaha. It is a nice sport to watch but I guess not very nice to play, looking at all of them fall hahah. And th joke about the bulldozer! Which I dno wht isit and how it is suppose to be a joke but yeah hahah (:

Thn we were arguing about the fact that No. 4 player fr our school is pretty or not haha. I think th way how guys judge a girl and how girls judge a girl is different man. I mean, she is really pretty luh, but I have no idea why thy say she isnt haha.

Before we went to RP to catch th match, me, Zhijun & Liching were actually talking abt relationships and how dumb our knowledge is about it. HAHA :D

Thn Weehoe and Toon came so we kinda not talked abt it anymore, and thus, we went to walk in rounds at th stadium to talk hahaha! And I realised I am seriously addicted to Pocky haha.

I cant believe I had Chipsters (whom Toon Daddy was really nice to hold it for me since I had no hands), Chipsmore, a slice of honeydew (where 1/4 of it was eaten by Weehoe), a few Clodhoppers (it was seriously delicious hahaha), cuttlefish (which I need to use great effort to snatch it back), Pocky! and McFlurry for dinner.

So not full haha.

Thn we met Szeying at North Canteen, board th bus and head to RP! I fell asleep haha, so is Liching and Weehoe and wht caught me totally unprepared was tht Szeying told me to wake up my BOYfriend. I was like. WHATTTTT?!

It seems like th scandal is gng too far, I need to catch it backkkkkkk.

Hahaha and yes, th joke of yesterday.

(Something happened beforehand but I cant really rem haha, so focus on th joke itself okay)

Weehoe: Ah you very smart ah, drink Grow right? (in a very sarcastic way cannnnnn)

Melissa: No haha, I think i drink Durex.

SHIITTTTTTTTTTTTT. NONONO! DUMEX! HAHAHA.

I was totally embarassed :/ My face was super reddddddd hahaha.

And despite tht, I was kinda bullied through the entire day. Meanies.

We managed to catch the second last train home and on th way back, I was turned off by some senior citizens whom overreacted bcos some guy sitting opposite them in th train puked. I pity th guy mannnnn. Can you imagine everyone staring at you? Sigh, I cant.

My dad told me loving someone is tough. Its better to just let someone love you.

But I beg to differ. Tdy started off great, and ended off great too. Because of the Lord.

During the entire day, there were some points of times that made me felt LEFT OUT. But I am glad my friends covered up that loophole. I kinda forget about it. Sometimes homework is not a bad thing after all. And MOST of the time, friendships are definitely better than relationships. I am not in one of course. BUT.

Anyway, I was really stressed out over Sharepoint tdy, and Darren & HongKoon kept asking me to watch The Dark Knight on Friday whn I am supposed to watch with Champion Eagles on Saturday. I asked my parents and guess what they say?

"Watch with your swimmates la, Saturday come back earlier to help me prepare Elissa's and Narkissa's birthday on Sunday."

Shittttt. So I guessed its on Friday then. But I havent informed yet, I am still pondering hahaha.

And yes, all the unglam pictures we took tdy aft the seminar in th library. HAHAHA. I swear, the seminar was great haha! :D Then we stayed in the library like until 9pm! Everybody was surprised I was teaching someone. If you ask me sincerely, why not? Moreover, Robin is a joker hahaha. And that makes me teaching him less BORED hahaha. Went home early, thanks to ZHIJUN & her DAD. Hahaha and then took picture of my family members for sharepoint after dinner lol.

I was wondering why I havent been supporting any of my friends in matches or competitions. Like go there physically and watched them. And I was thinking why no one supports me too hahaha. But I dont normally tell them. I would get even more nervous haha.

Anyway, its time for some unglam-ness with ACTIVE LICHING & SARCASTIC ZHIJUN!

Why must it happen this way? Sometimes as I think real deep about it, is it worth it? There wouldn’t be any result in a relationship. A perfectionist like me should stay single for good. I yearned for a one-time relationship until I get married, be a mother and die peacefully with grandchildren by my side. Is that possible? It seems like teenagers get hooked up in a relationship real early this days, as early as primary school days, to be exact. Then how could the above scenario come true?
How I wished I had no feelings. No sense of hurt, no sense of happiness, no sense of any feeling. Feelings are extreme, its either you feel super duper sad, or you feel super duper happy. In my life, I don’t deny that there are definitely more happy moments than pathetic crying moments. And that’s precisely why I can’t adapt to upset situations well. Once again, it is never a good thing to like someone whom doesn’t give a heck about you. And if feelings can be controlled, I would rather choose to love someone that loves me too.
One-sided affairs are the worst kind of relationships. Why can’t this particular relationship be something more, something really affectionate, like me and Jesus? It takes two hands to clap and my hand is going nowhere.
Because the other hand is in someone else’s hand. Get it?
I don’t conclude that I have totally no hope but it seems that way until now. The first one was a total misunderstanding. And what I am afraid is that the second one is too, another misunderstanding. Should I even be in that position? I am too sensitive, and I hate it.
Don’t ask me who the hell is the person when you read this. Even if you put a cockroach in my face, it won’t work. It’s not meant to be known, but if you are wondering why it is posted then, the answer is I need someone to confide in. And unfortunately, I can’t find a trustworthy one. So alas, I have only one alternative.
Wounds take time to heal. It has been 4 years until recently, someone replaced him. Let this not be another waiting journey, Lord.

Credits to MELODY for th pic (:

Daily dosage after each meal. Thanks to that fateful night. How I LOVE that day man.