Your Italian Name Is...

Lucetta Rizzo

Your Irish Name Is...

Ciara Walsh

You Are 35% Left Brained, 65% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Your Biblical Name Is...

Zemirah Tivona You will live to see the end of times.

You Are a Ferris Wheel

Deep down, you are a fun, whimsical, and easygoing person. You often enjoy life for what it is, and the littlest changes in course can be quite thrilling. In relationships, people tend to feel what you feel. It can be liberating at first... But after a while, the people closest to you end up feeling a little trapped. Your life has perfectly normal cycles of ups and downs. However, you can't help but sometimes feel that you're missing out on the most exciting aspects of life. You only are happy when you're experiencing the highest of highs. Your low points just make you feel depressed, restless, and bored. At your best, you feel on top of the world with a great sense of perspective. You believe that anything is possible, and that you are happily looking down on everyone else. At your worst, you feel like your life is going in circles. You often feel like you're not going anywhere. This is sometimes psychologically disorienting. And sometimes it brings on a sense of hopelessness.

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you spend carefully and save your pennies. You think good luck might come your way, but if it does you'll be so surprised you'll burst out laughing. The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match.

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP)

Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal. Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

What Your Front Door Says

You are fun, outgoing, and incredibly cheerful. Life is an choose-your-own adventure for you. And there's no way you're choosing the beaten path. You have a warm personality. At times, you feel in love with the whole world.

What These Roses Say About You

You are a classic romantic who believes in true love. You often experience deep emotions and feel warmth toward almost everyone. You are a bundle of positive feelings and sweetness.

Your Personality Cluster is Extraverted Feeling

You are: Able to make everyone feel comfortable and special Someone with a large social circle from all walks of life Supportive, encouraging, and truly happy when people around you succeed A great leader who gains loyalty and respect easily

Your German Name is:

Angelika Heike

Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is

Spontaneous, on a tropical vacation, when he realizes he can't be without you.

You Were An Angel This Year

You Were 10% Naughty, 90% Nice You know you've been a super good girl this year So good, that you may have missed out a little... Don't worry, Santa will make it up to you!

Your Birth Month is December

You love life and exude an outgoing, cheerful vibe. Blessed with a great sense of humor, you can laugh at adversity. Your soul reflects: Celebration, success, and wealth Your gemstone: Blue Topaz Your flower: Narcissus Your colors: Indigo, green, and blue-green

Your Career Type: Enterprising

You are engertic, ambitious, and sociable. Your talents lie in politics, leading people, and selling things or ideas. You would make an excellent: Auctioneer - Bank President - Camp Director City Manager - Judge - Lawyer Recreation Leader - Real Estate Agent - Sales Person School Principal - Travel Agent - TV Newscaster The worst career options for your are investigative careers, like mathematician or architect.

What's Important to You... And What Isn't:

For you, primal needs like eating and sleeping are your top priorities. You don't mind having things to get done... as long as they don't pile up on you. Your most important priorities get your attention. You are happily able to let the less important things slide. You want your closest relationships to be a high priority, but you often don't get around to them.

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Go try this! Haha and see how well you know abt MelissaChooYanJie! Lol (:

Guess how amazing my Heavenly Father can go mann. I was walking to th bus-stop whn i saw my bus. Haha. And I dont feel like running, like seriously. Haha. So i told God, I shan't run. Th bus shall wait for me alright. In th end, th bus didnt wait. Haha.

BUT

another bus came immediately once i reached th bus-stop! :)) Haha. How great you might ask. I think it is.

Today was an awful start to accounting tutorials. I had a stomach upset and i could hardly concentrate on wht th tutor is saying. Th equations and statements are driving me crazy. Lol. And th order of those elements in th statements! Its so not fixed :/ Mr Damien Lee is so strict. Haha. And he is our PEM ): I am afraid of him, like serious. Haha. I didnt even dare to sign in to MSN. Haha. Zhijun and Jennifer was bold enough to hav a video call haha. Altho i did partcipate a little. Lol :)

Thn we had lunch at North Canteen, as usual. But this time i didnt eat chicken rice haha. I ate CHIPS. Haha fr th vending machine. Lays - Sour Cream & Onion. Lol. And we hav lecture! Statistics! Haha. I mean , I really like th lecturer luh. He is so funny. Ya. Haha. And I nv fail to not understand him. He gives great summaries. Lol. I can't stand pple looking at me. Or shld i say staring? Haha. Jennifer and Ian kept loking at me luh! Haha. Tht was why i laughed! Lol. I can't stop laughing whn i start ok! Dont make me laugh. Haha :)

Ther is swimming orientation tmrw. And i hav lifesaving trng. So which do i attend? I say, lifesaving. But i want swimming orientation. In fact, I want both. How wish i could go for both. Impossible haha. Ther's a internet and web quiz tmrw as well. How... nevermind.

I shall do a random quiz!

First thing you wash in the shower?: My hair!

What color is your favorite hoodie?: Yellow :)

Do you plan outfits?: Not really.

Would you kiss the person you last kissed again: Of course! My sisters duh!

How are you feeling right now?: TIRED.

Do you say aim or A-i-m?: Hm I am so not sure.

Tell me about the last dream you remember having last night?: I shan't say it. Lol.

What are you craving right now?: Perhaps sleep?

Do you floss?: No.

What comes to mind when I say cabbage?: Burgers :)

Do you know the Taco song?: ?

If so would you dance to it?: If i can actually dance. Lol.

Have you ever counted to 1,000?: Nah i fell asleep whn i was at I can't rem. Haha.

Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?: I do both!

What do you want for Christmas?: A blessed life (:

Do you like Cottage cheese?: Yes!

Have you ever met a Celebrity?: Yes.

How many countries have you visited?: 3? All ASEAN countries. Lol.

Are you parents strict?: Whn I was much younger. Now, not so.

Would you go skydiving?: I would die of shock.

Would you go eat with George Bush?: Euww no.

Would you throw potatoes at George?: I would if I can.

Is there anything sparkly in the room your in?: I dont own a jewellery shop luh. Haha. No.

Who sits behind you in your math class?: Peiyu, in my secondary days.

Do you go to the movies often?: Nah.

Can you count backwards from 74?: Yes I hope.

Do you have a cell phone?: Yeahh man.

Ever had creme puffs?: Ooh I love them!

What's your best friend doing tomorrow?: Perhaps sleeping? Haha all my close friends are lazy couch potatoes haha. Birds of a feather flock tgt. Lol :)

Have you ever seen the Butterfly Effect?: Wht?

What was the last question you asked?: Where are your gng? (To Jennifer & Zhijun)

Last CD you bought?: Hm I dont even remembering buying CDs in my whole life. Haha.

What is your bus number for school?: 159

Have you ever walked into a wall?: Is a pillar counted?

Do you sleep with the t.v on?: Once, and my dad nearly killed me.

Can you hula hoop?: Yes.

Have you ever crawled through a window?: Hm yes thru th gym of Toa Payoh :) I so miss the place!

Spider-man or Batman?: SPIDERMAN DUH!

Have you ever made a prank phone call?: Many times! Lol.

Have you ever went t-ping?: Wht's tht?

Rain or sunshine?: Rain (:

I am at Mos now. Haha. With Miss Zhijun. Lol.

We are practically playing with th blogthings. Haha.

Today's POM is superrrrr boring. The presentation was so nicely done.

But th tutor basically explained wht I want to say aft th first point -.-

Statistics was lab tdy haha. We learnt how to input data. Lol. The lecturer is really nice luh.

Haha shall think abt th survey topic soon! (:

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're a very well adjusted and happy person. Overall, you are very content in your life. You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.

What Melissa Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.

Your Beauty Element is Air

You're quirky, fresh, and fashionable in a surprising way. You have a beauty that's all your own, and it changes as quickly as the wind!

Your Values Profile

Loyalty: You value loyalty a fair amount. You're loyal to your friends... to a point. But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties. Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself. Honesty: You don't really value honesty. You do value getting your way, no matter what. And if a little lying is required to do that, no problem. A few white lies never hurt anyone (at least, that's what you tell yourself!) Generosity: You don't really value generosity. Your needs always come first, no matter what. And you'll possibly help someone else out... But only if it helps you in return. Humility: You don't really value humility. You don't have much to be humble about! And you might as well promote yourself, because no one else will. You're a pretty special person, and you let everyone know it. Tolerance: You value tolerance highly. Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you... You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends. You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them.

What Your Little Black Dress Says About You

You are lively and outgoing. You are naturally friendly. You enjoy meeting new people and making new connections. Your style is whimsical and unique. You're good at putting together interesting outfits. If you were a shoe, you would be: High heeled boots

You Are the Index Finger

You are ambitious, driven, and capable. You aren't afraid to take responsibility for your actions - or place the blame on whoever deserves it. You are honest, free thinking, and objective. You see things in your own way - and you aren't afraid to let everyone know about it. You get along well with: The Thumb Stay away from: The Ring Finger

Your Personality Profile

You are dignified, spiritual, and wise. Always unsatisfied, you constantly try to better yourself. You are also a seeker of knowledge and often buried in books. You tend to be philosophical, looking for the big picture in life. You dream of inner peace for yourself, your friends, and the world. A good friend, you always give of yourself first.

If You Were Slightly Different, Your Name Would Be:

Melanie

You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine. You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you. A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down. But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen Peacemaker, first to end a fight Good at thinking up creative dates Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily Going with your gut instead of your head Empathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault Good at recognizing patterns in relationships Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

The Keys to Your Life

Anything good in your life comes from your ability to play and be free. The best way for you to solve a problem is to let go of it. Anything bad in your life comes from fooling yourself or clinging to illusions. Be strong enough to see the world clearly. Learn from your mistakes.

What Your Favorite Color Red Says About You:

Ambitious --- Energetic --- Passionate Spontaneous --- Attractive --- Inspiring Seductive --- Powerful --- Addicting

The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy

In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh. You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum. Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho

You are 0% Sagittarius

You Are An ESFJ

The Caregiver You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first. A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change. You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project. You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people. In love, you value harmony and mutual understanding. You will apologize or give someone the benefit of the doubt, if it means getting over a fight sooner. At work, you are good at building relationships and connecting with people. You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher. How you see yourself: Organized, dependable, co-operative When other people don't get you, they see you as: Opinionated, critical, and know-it-all

Your Attitude is Better than 70% of the Population

You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you.

You Are The Lovers

You represent ideal love: innocence, trust, exhilaration and joy. You demonstrate the harmony of opposites, two sides coming together. At times, you also represent the struggle between what is right and what is tempting. Control is an issue for you, especially when you don't know your reasons for choosing something. Your fortune: You have an important choice you need to make about love, and it will be a difficult choice to make. You are likely struggling between the love you crave and the love that is right. In the end, you will choose what you crave, even if it's bad for you. Because without what you crave, you will feel empty and incomplete.

What Tarot Card Are You?

Your Birthdate: December 13

You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking. However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone. Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5 You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month.

You Should Be With an Air Sign!

Your best match is a Gemini, Libra, or Aquarius Why? You crave excitement and playful banter Only an Air Sign can match your wit - and keep you on your toes As for fun, an Air Sign guy will show you plenty, with tons of surprises Just be sure to introduce him to some new playful experiences as well!

Men See You As Understated

You are an intreguing mix of girl and woman. You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men. Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you. You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know well

Your Old Fashioned Name Is...

Cecily Launceleyn

Your Nail Polish Color is Black

How you're unique: There's nothing about you that isn't unique Why your style rocks: You are a total indie chick... and you can pull it off What this color says about you: "I'm a trendsetter and don't care what anyone else is doing!"

Your Love Is Represented By a Pink Rose

You see love as something that should be light, fun, and whimsical. People fall in love with you easily. And you tend to fall out of love easily! You express your love through attention and shared experiences. You love people more than they realize.

Your Birthdate: December 13

You're dominant and powerful. You always need to be in charge. While others respect your competence, you can be a bit of a dictator. Hard working and serious, you never let yourself down. You are exact and accurate - and you expect others to be the same way. Your strength: You always get the job done Your weakness: You're a perfectionist to a fault Your power color: Gray Your power symbol: Checkmark Your power month: April

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are a fairly energetic person. You know how do pace yourself, and you deal well with stress. You are somewhat outgoing, but you're not a natural extrovert. You think first before you act. You tend to be independent, rational, and logical. You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others. You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well. You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart. You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.

Your Superpower Should Be Mind Reading

You are brilliant, insightful, and intuitive. You understand people better than they would like to be understood. Highly sensitive, you are good at putting together seemingly irrelevant details. You figure out what's going on before anyone knows that anything is going on! Why you would be a good superhero: You don't care what people think, and you'd do whatever needed to be done Your biggest problem as a superhero: Feeling even more isolated than you do now

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is medium. You probably have had a couple significant loves. And you may have even had your heart broken. But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people. Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is low. This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships.. It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life. In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together.

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

Sagittarius - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: Your playful nature brings out the happy inner-child in dates You're willing to take risks in love... and reap the rewards You've got a killer sense of humor that gets talking with any hottie you meet Your negative traits: Sometimes your sarcasm comes off as biting and abrasive You can be brutally honest, tactless, and truthful even when it hurts You're such a free spirit that you find it hard to commit to one person Your ideal partner: Someone high energy who will pick up and out with you whenever Is creative and fun - thinking of new adventures for the two of you Is bold... and not afraid to tell you "I love you" early on Your dating style: Unpredictable. You never know how the night is going to end up. Your seduction style: Daring. You're always pushing to try something new in the bedroom. Full of imagination. You've always got a new fantasy you're dying to try. Spiritually driven. Sex for you can be an other-worldly act. Tips for the future: Realize that while freedom is great - sometimes a stable relationship is better. It's not all about you. Focus on your partner's needs every once and a while. Make up your mind about your partner, and stick to it. Your fickle will ruin things otherwise. Best color to attract mate: Purple Best day for a date: Thursday

What's" Your Love Profile?

Damn weirddd. I left th library. And I saw this on th floor. Of all things? - This?

Wht are you trying to tell me, Jesus?

It's blurrrr. But I think th shape is obvious. Haha. Seahorse, of all things?

To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong.

This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, who provide a comforting hug and a supportive audience for a story they've heard a thousand times.

This is for the girls who understand that they aren't perfect and that the guys they're interested in aren't either, for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe... maybe this time he'll have understood.

This is homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, who are comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who care more than they should for guys who don't deserve their attention.
This is for those girls who have been in the trenches, who have watched other girls time and time again fake up and make up and f*** up the guys in their lives without saying a word.

This is for the girls who have been there from the beginning and have heard the right words of advice, from "there are plenty of fish in the sea," to "time heals all wounds."

This is to honor those girls who know that guys are just as scared as they are, who know that they deserve better, who are seeking to find it.
This is for the girls who have never been in love, but know that it's an experience that they don't want to miss out on. For the girls who have sought a night with friends and been greeted by a night of catcalling, rude comments and explicit invitations that they'd rather not have experienced.

This is for the girls who have spent their weekends sitting on the sidelines of a beer pong tournament or a case race, or playing Florence Nightingale for a vomiting guy friend or a comatose crush, who have received a drunk phone call just before dawn from someone who doesn't care enough to invite them over but is still willing to pass out in their bed.

This is for the girls who have left sad song lyrics in their away messages, who have tried to make someone understand through a subliminally appealing profile, who have time and time again dropped their male friend hint after hint after hint only to watch him chase after the first blonde girl in a skirt.

This is for the girls who have been told that they're too good or too smart or too pretty, who have been given compliments as a way of breaking off a relationship, who have ever been told they are only wanted as a friend.

This one's for the girls who you can take home to mom, but won't because it's easier to sleep with a whore than foster a relationship; this is for the girls who have been led on by words and kisses and touches, all of which were either only true for the moment, or never real to begin with.

This is for the girls who have allowed a guy into their head and heart and bed, only to discover that he's just not ready, he's just not over her, he's just not looking to be tied down; this is for the girls who believe the excuses because it's easier to believe that it's not that they don't want you,
it's that they don't want anyone.

This is for the girls who have had their hearts broken and their hopes dashed by someone too cavalier to have cared in the first place; this is for the nights spent dissecting every word and syllable and inflection in his speech, for the nights when you've returned home alone, for the nights when you've seen from across the room him leaning a little too close, or standing a little too near, or talking a little too softly for the girl he's with to be a random hookup.

This is for the girls who have endured party after party in his presence, finally having realized that it wasn't that he didn't want a relationship: it was that he didn't want you.
I honor you for the night his dog died or his grandmother died or his little brother crashed his car and you held him, thinking that if you only comforted him just right, or said the right words, or rubbed his back in the right way then perhaps he'd realize what it was that he already had.

This is for the night you realized that it would never happen, and the sunrise you saw the next morning after failing to sleep.

This is for the "I really like you, so let's still be friends" comment after you read more into a situation than he ever intended; this is for never realizing that when you choose friends, you seldom choose those which make you cry yourself to sleep.

This is for the hugs you've received from your female friends, for the nights they've reassured you that you are beautiful and intelligent and amazing and loyal and truly worthy of a great guy; this is for the despair you all felt as you sat in the aftermath of your tears, knowing that that night the only companionship you'd have was with a pillow and your teddy bear.

This is for the girls who have been used and abused, who have endured what he was giving because at least he was giving something; this is for the stupidity of the nights we've believed that something was better than nothing, though his something was nothing we'd have ever wanted.

This is for the girls who have been satisfied with too little and who have learned never to expect anything more: for the girls who don't think that they deserve more, because they've been conditioned for so long to accept the scraps thrown to them by guys.

This is what I don't understand.

Men sit and question and whine that girls are only attracted to the mean guys, the guys who berate them and belittle them and don't appreciate them and don't want them; who use them for sex and think of little else than where their next conquest will be made. Men complain that they never meet nice girls, girls who are genuinely interested and compelling, who are intelligent and sweet and smart and beautiful; men despair that no good women want to share in their lives, that girls play mind games that girls love to keep them hanging.

Yet, men, I ask you: were you to meet one of these genuinely interested, thrillingly compelling, interesting and intelligent and sweet and beautiful and smart girls, were you to give her your number and wait for her to call... and if you were to receive a call from her the next day and she, in her truthful, loyal, intelligent and straightforward nice girl fashion, were to tell you that she finds you intriguing and attractive and interesting and worth her time and perhaps material from which she could fashion a boyfriend, would you or would you not immediately call your friends to tell them of the "stalker chick" you'd met the night prior, who called you and wore her heart on her sleeve and told the truth?

And would you, or would you not, refuse to make plans with her, speak with her, see her again, and once again return to the bar or club or party scene and search once more for this "nice girl" who you just cannot seem to find?

Because therein lies the truth, guys: nice girls are everywhere. But you're not looking for a nice girl. You're not looking for someone genuinely interested in your intermural basketball game, or your anatomy midterm grade, or that argument you keep having with your father; you're looking for a quick fix, a night when you can pretend to have a connection with another human being which is just as disposable as the condom you were using during it.

So don't say you're on the lookout for nice girls, guys, when you pass us up on every step you take. Sometimes we go undercover; sometimes we go in disguise: sometimes when that girl in the low cut shirt or the too tight miniskirt won't answer your catcalls, sometimes you're looking at a nice girl in whore's clothing - - we might say we like the attention, we might blush and giggle and turn back to our friends, but we're all thinking the same thing: "This isn't me. Tomorrow morning, I'll be wearing a teeshirt and flannel shorts, I'll have slept alone and I'll be making my hungover best friend breakfast. See through the disguise. See me."

You never do. Why?

Because you only see the exterior, you only see the slutty girl who welcomes those advances. You don't want the nice girl.. so don't say you're looking for a relationship: relationships take time and energy and intent, three things we're willing to extend - - but in return, we're looking for compassion and loyalty and trust, three things you never seem willing to express.

Maybe nice guys finish last, but in the race they're running they're chasing after the whores and the sluts and the easy-targets... the nice girls are waiting at the finish line with water and towels and a congratulatory hug (and yes, if she's a nice girl and she likes you, the sweatiness probably won't matter), hoping against hope that maybe you'll realize that they're the ones that you want at the end of that silly race.

So maybe it won't last forever. Maybe some of those guys in that race will turn in their running shoes and make their way to the concession stand where we're waiting; however, until that happens, we still have each other, that silly race to watch, and all the chocolate we can eat (because what's a concession stand at a race without some chocolate?)

Sometimes the nice girl gets sick of waiting.

I mean, this is like...
I'm touched. Seriously.
The guy who wrote this, I admire you hell loads.
You totally speak up.
& back to the question, why are th nice girls waiting?

(I got this fr Huanqing!)

I Just Saw This. And its Omg. Nice. Haha.

My Costume. My Cap. My Goggles.

38th NAG '07.

I wanna do a Quiz. Haha.
[[ The Basics ]]
Name: Melissa Choo Yan Jie (:
Birthday: thirteendecember1991.
Height: 150+? Haha.
Astro Sign: Sagittarius.
Current Location: Library.
[[ Random Stuff ]]
What are you excited for?: Hm?
Do you like to dress up?: To feel comfortable, yes (:
Do you still care about your last bf/gf?: Last? I dont even hav my first. Haha.
Would you go out with them again?: Lalala.
[[ Favorites ]]
Color: All except blue & purple.
TV Show: Uhm many?
Place to be: Home (:
Smell: Food!
Friend: I dont want to offend anyone.
Food: Too many!
Candy: Frutips!
Car: I dont know, seriously.
[[ Have You Ever ]]
Danced in the rain?: Yes, haha. During my primary sch days.
Had detention?: No, I am a good girl!
Missed someone so much you couldn't sleep?: Yes!
Met someone famous?: Hm yes i think.
Cried yourself to sleep?: Definitely.
Laughed so hard you cried?: DUH. Haha.
Gotten straight A's?: No, I am not tht smart. Lol.
Ran into something and fell?: Many times. I am clumsy.
Been kissed in the rain?: Euww, no.
[[ Do You ]]
Smoke/drink: No.
Like to laugh/smile: Obviously!
Miss someone: Yes of course.
Laugh at things that happened the day before?: Always, somehow. Haha.
Cry at sad romance movies?: Yes, unfortunately.
Change in front of your friends?: We are swimmers? Haha, yes.
Care about what people think of you?: Sometimes...
Say stupid things?: Tries not to haha.
[[ This Or That ]]
Romantic/Funny: Both would be good (: But Funny is more significamt i guess.
Love/Money: Both (:
Pepsi/Coke: Coke!
Day/Night: I am fine with both.
Pop/Water: WATER!
Sun/Rain: RAIN!
[[ Your Lasts ]]
Person you hugged: My sister! - Narkissa!
Person you kissed: Maybe my mum whn i was a baby still haha.
Time you cried: A few days back.
Person you laughed with: Haha i cant rem!
Time you really had fun: Ytd's Church service! (:
Person to make you smile: Hm i cant rem.
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Time you really felt loved: ?
Place you went to: Church?
Thing you bought: Eh food?
Person you hung out with: Many!

The quizzes are getting lamer these days. I totally dont understand th last part. Lol.

All the teasing. Haha. Oh mann. Yesterday was a learning experience. I never fail to not learn anything when I go for service. I mean, Jesus does wonders. For me and whoever who believes in him faithfully :) Lynnette and her busy life. With her Auntie to watch movie :/ Leave me alone to all th teasing ): Hm we had Bible studies at 3pm. Where Josephine shared abt Water Baptism. I wna go fo th next one! Haha. And I am so gna get Liqing to go with me. Yaye :)

Liqing is an extremely hilarious girl. She is like, haha, really fun to be with! Crystal is another girl whom is really nice. Except whn she teases me haha. I remembered abt th issue. Lol, nine times! Alvin must be really shocked. She was in th MRT. And she wanted to tell Alvin tht she has changed her no. Haha. But the reception wasnt good yeah. Th phone kept telling her tht th sending failed. So she sent nine times. And in the end, th sending of these messages was successful! Lol. And so, Alvin recieved nine similar messages. If i was her, I would be damn embarrassed too. Lol.

Brother Daniel preached. About th condemnation we give to others. Indeed people tend to condemn and criticise. But not praise and encourage. What's wrong with a few encouraging words to make someone's day? Aint it better thn condemning? Its just a thin line between misunderstandings. Th tone, th words, th expression can make others misunderstand you for real. Its best to just watch your tongue, like really watch it. Haha. I seriously must stop cursing. Or even, scolding and criticising. I TRY :)

And all th tesing between me and Jonathan. Spare me haha. I am petty. But yeah, it makes even more awkward nw. If th teasing has never started, we probably are good friends now. Perhaps, maybe. But nw we dont even dare to like talk? Face to face. Haha. We practically msg-ed each other because of th movie thing. And yes, it was Andrew's doing. About this committee thing. And Shaun has something up his sleeve next sat. Some game. With partner. And I am suppose to demostrate? With Jonathan? Please. Haha. Shaun and his bright ideas XD

He and Lynnette. Lol. Too bad she finds Jinhan handsome, not you, Shaun. Haha. Mr Sim, fractured his poor ankle. Got tackled by this FTP student fr 4T1. Jacob? Yes, i guess so. I dont know whose this guy but he's fr 4T. What more can i expect? Lol. I am not being mean but most of thm are like this. I wont say all, but there many. Haha. He sent me an MMS on his fractured ankle, and my phone cant receive MMS. Haha but i still see it. Josephine showed me ytd. Haha.

I took th first half of tdy to read up on Accounting. And i totally cant make it luh. Sobs. Like its beyond my understanding. Oh alright, i do understand. But its super boring. I feel like urgh :/ And i broke my fingernail! For th first time in history. I used to be really smug haha. I told many tht my nails are real hard and thy wont break. Haha. But! It just broke ytd! And th flesh is like euww ): And it hurts biggggg timeeee. My dad said deserved it! Just because everytime he asked me to cut my nails, I would be tht lazy and i wont cut. Haha. And came up with really stupid excuses like catching more water whn swimming. Lol XD

Talking abt swimming, I miss my CJL Squad! ): Like my really good pacers, friends & juniors! Oh mann. I so want to see them luh. But i dont think thy want to see me. Thy all have their own share bit of friends now. In their own swimming club. Its really sad, thts it. We dont even say Hello whn we see each other. Sigh. Jesus, I seriously hope thy are doing fine mann.